Two Lives (prologue)

From the second I stepped into this world, I've felt off. Confused in the delusion of my sleep of another me. Same, but different. The main thing I didn't want to come to terms was with my own consciousness. Like, how was I able to think in such a complex way from the second I was born. That is a thing I have never understood since when I was born to present day.

Present day is 15 years since I was born. A lot of things have changed, but the thing that hasn't is the confusion of who is the real me. The two different lives I live is my greatest confusion. Mainly because I don't think it's normal to live two separate lives at a time. The second reason is the fact that neither of my lives are living in the same world. I don't get if it is different time frames, parallel worlds, or who knows what; I just know is that I've been puzzled on this from the second I was born. All I know is that I have two fathers, two mothers, and two names; Anastasia, and Cypher. Yes I'm a girl, along with a boy at the same time.

You might ask how it works, but from what I understand is when one of my lives is asleep the other is awake. That's the basics of it. When one of my lives wakes up the other passes out, or when one of my lives falls asleep the other wakes up. It's hard to understand but you'll get used to it. You can call me gray, the shared consciousness of Anastasia and Cypher.