Alive Again

March 17, 2053 This is not the kind of life I want, I am not able to accomplish anything, I can still go on but why am I experiencing this? Why do i have to die in a miserable way? Why did I board into this plane? Why do i want to go to overseas? Right, i was trying to run away from my problems, my family who's trying to push me with a man 3 times my age, running away from everything. And because of this accident I end up running away forever. Is this what I want? I refuse! I want to keep living! I want to experience all things i failed to experience when i was with my family. I want to live my life the way want to I tried to keep my eyes open as much as I can, afraid of not having it open again but no matter how hard i try to keep it open, my eyelids become tired. I stopped resisting, i voluntarily closed my eyes with a thought "I wish i can have a second chance to redo everything" It was complete darkness, i can't seem to calm down, as if my I'm loosing a large amount of oxygen. I struggled to open my eyes and fortunately i woke up and greeted by an unfamiliar atmosphere. Wait this place is not unfamiliar to, this is my room. To be exact, this was my room. This is my apartment. It's the place where i was living in. I tried inspecting my room and i was shocked when my eyes landed at my calendar September 21, 2048 ××××××××××× PHOTO COVER NOT MINE! If you are the owner and want me to take it down, please comment on the novel or you can dm my twitter @stillnotlucia