Chapter 29 Can't hold back anymore

Yang Chen looked at his little aunt. She actually fell in love with him. And now she was jealous of Xia Qingyue, but she didn't know it.

'What a head ache.'

Yang Chen thought about it, and he looked at her. She looked so pitiful, and it made Yang Chen want to do something for her.

His emotions as Yang Chen were still there, so he could not deny it. Despite the complications and confusion caused by his multiple identities, Yang Chen couldn't help but feel responsible for his little aunt. 

"Why don't we go and stargaze together?" 

"Are you sure? What about your wife?"

"I am sure that Qingyue wouldn't mind it."

He knew that Xia Qingyue wouldn't think much about him spending time with his little aunt. They were related by blood, after all.

Xiao Lingxi was hestitant at first, but eventually agreed. She might not have a chance to spend time with him again, so she didn't want to miss this opportunity. 

As they lay on the grass, gazing up at the twinkling stars, Xiao Lingxi came closer to him and hugged him like she used to when they were children. The nostalgia and warmth of their embrace brought back memories of their carefree days together. 

"When I was young, I was thin, dark, and short. Everyone called me an ugly duckling, always made fun of me, and bullied me."

Xiao Lingxi snuggled against him, a dreamy voice escaping from her mouth. 

"Only you would play with me. When someone bullied me, little Che would always rush up to fight with them and chase them away. You were always covered in cuts and bruises. The injuries you received at that time were all because of me. I got used to it and also enjoyed the feeling of little Che's protection. I believed that you would always be able to protect me this way."

Xiao Lingxi's words reminded Yang Chen of the younger Xiao Lingxi. At that time, she truly was thin, dark, and short, as she had just described, in every sense an "ugly duckling." But because she was his little aunt, as a man, and also because he was older than her by a year, he would always protect her, as if it were his mission.

Who could have thought that she would become very different from the little girl she once was?

The once ugly duckling had transformed into today's beauty. Who knows how many young men of the Xiao Clan would want to pursue her?

"Afterwards, little Che found out that his profound veins were deformed. I started to bitterly cultivate my profound strength right away, because it was my turn to protect little Che. At that time, I thought whether it was little Che protecting me or me protecting little Che, it was all one and the same. Either way, we could be together. It wasn't until I slowly grew up that I understood. That little Che would find a wife, and I would also have to get married. By that time, we absolutely could not be as we were before... In addition, out of all the girls in the world, the only one little Che could not marry was me. Out of all the boys in the world, the only one that I could not marry was little Che."

"....."

"After such a long time, I thought I had already completely accepted it. Today, little Che got married. I should be really happy, but from morning to evening, it was like something had been stuffed in my heart. It was an indescribable pain. When I wanted to sleep, I couldn't fall asleep."

Xiao Lingxi poured her heart out to him, recounting the bittersweet memories she shared with little Che. 

She couldn't help but wonder if they could be the same again after today, and if they did, would the feelings they once had still linger? The thought of a life without him seemed unbearable to her, yet she knew she had to find a way to move on and let go of the love that was never meant to be.

Yang Chen was speechless while listening to her. She was his aunt, even though she was younger than him. Wouldn't it be incest if she were to marry him? 

Yang Chen's stomach heavily churned. While he still had not spoken at this time, he also had no idea what he should say.

The dangerously hazy feeling between him and Xiao Lingxi was born a long time ago. When they became conscious of these kinds of dangerous, forbidden feelings, they still stayed together night and day but never had even a bit of honest conversation about it. Rather, in their hearts, they blamed it on familial affection.

Without the lifetime of memories from Yun Che and Yang Chen, Xiao Che had a cowardly and self-aware personality. Even until death, he would only try to escape the words that were impossible for him to say out loud. 

Until those kinds of feelings were completely buried, Xiao Lingxi had not revealed her feelings before today, even once. But the Yang Chen of today was not Xiao Che. So the feeling he had was much more potent.

Yang Chen's heart began to beat at an erratic pace. As he inhaled this enrapturing girl's fragrance, he extended his right arm, lightly embracing Xiao Lingxi's body. 

Xiao Lingxi's body quivered slightly, but she did not resist. She closed her eyes, quietly nestling on top of him with her entire body weight.

The girl's lovely body was soft, as if without bones; it was like warm, fragrant, and soft jade. Her tender and satiny skin, though separated by a few layers of clothing, could still cause a person's soul to shake. 

Yang Chen shook his head. What he was thinking right now. She was still too young for him to do anything but.

Xiao Lingxi didn't think like that. She couldn't hold it in anymore when Yang Chen embraced her. She had to do it now, or she wouldn't have a chance again. Or she couldn't mutter the corrage to do something that would bring shame to the family.

"Little Che, I can't hold it in anymore. I love you! Please just for this one time and we would go back to the way we were before!"

Xiao Lingxi cried a little before she kissed him on the lips, her lips pressing against his with a mix of passion and desperation. 

Yang Chen was taken aback, his mind racing with conflicting emotions. He knew he had to handle this situation delicately, considering their age difference and the consequences it could bring.

He forgot that he was just fifteen years old in this body, but because of Xiao Lingxi, He forgot everything.

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