Chapter 56

Shen Xigu...has mental illness, or even signs of misery and suicide?

Was he the same in his previous life, why did he never know?

Hearing what Dr. Sun said, Fu Yuanzhou's brain buzzed as if he had been punched, and there was a sharp pain, his chest was undulating, but he couldn't catch his breath.

He was pale, and Dr. Sun thought he was in fear and sighed softly. Although she felt that Shen Xigu was very pitiful, she could fully understand Fu Yuanzhou. Anyone who encountered such a situation would definitely be afraid. She was also standing by Fu Yuanzhou. Side.

"You must be careful in the future, pay attention to your own safety, and don't touch Shen Xigu alone." She said, "He may have a deep obsession with you. You must be careful that he will make extreme behaviors."

"Thank you, Dr. Sun."

Fu Yuanzhou was a little dizzy and nodded numbly, but instead of worrying about whether he would be harmed, he was even more unacceptable that Shen Xigu had a mental illness, and it was very likely that he had inherited it from his mother. Shen Xigu had been a friend for so many years, but he never noticed it.

It's exactly like his mother. Fu Yuanzhou recalled all the tiny details that were so fit-Shen Xigu's mother lived for her husband, and Shen Xigu himself regarded him as the driving force for living.

Shen Xigu once said that if he were not there, he would die...Why didn't he think about hereditary diseases at that time?

Is he not caring enough about Shen Xigu? Dr. Sun only went to his home once and found Shen Xigu's medicine and medical certificate, but they had known each other for many years, but he had never seen Shen Xigu's medicine and medical certificate, nor did he find any problem with his condition.

Maybe Shen Xigu deliberately kept it from him, otherwise he should tell him, but why didn't Shen Xigu tell him? Is it because he was afraid that he would alienate him in the future?

How could he be this kind of person? If Shen Xigu told him earlier, he would definitely accompany him to treat his illness, and how could he abandon his friends for this reason?

Regret, anger, embarrassment, fear, heartache.

Fu Yuanzhou's hands were shaking. He didn't know. He didn't know anything. If he cared more about Shen Xigu, would he be able to discover the truth earlier and would not lead to a series of tragedies in the future?

It was like a slap on his face. He thought he knew Shen Xigu enough, but it was far from it. He didn't even notice that Shen Xigu was in the torment of illness.

It is true that he later suffered a lot because of Shen Xigu, and Shen Xigu hurt him miserably. He had nothing to apologize to him, let alone owe him, but earlier? Maybe he had a chance to save everything, but he missed it.

At that time, Shen Xi Gu Zheng slid into the abyss little by little. He stood on it, ignorant of his fall, and finally the whole ground collapsed. He and Shen Xigu fell together, and also affected the others.

"You don't have to worry too much. You will rarely have the opportunity to meet in the future. He can't do much to you."

Seeing that his face was very bad, Dr. Sun comforted him and said, "When you go home, don't be alone with Xie Lin or Yu Fei. In addition, the effect of the temporary mark will gradually dissipate and your body will recover. Very good, basically there will be no pheromone residues, but you can rest assured."

Fu Yuanzhou was in a daze, unable to hear what she was talking about, but just nodded slightly. Suddenly he thought of another question, and his heart became tense, and his voice asked dryly: "Do you think Shen Xigu has... the possibility of suicide?"

If Shen Xigu's mother had no husband by her side, she would have committed suicide, so would Shen Xigu also...

"...There is such a possibility."

Dr. Sun sighed: "I read his medical certificate. Although it didn't mention whether he had committed suicide, he was not very aware of survival, and his emotional control was in a state of serious failure."

"For example, his self-harm behavior, his pain is the same as that of ordinary people, and he also knows that he may die if he loses too much blood, but ordinary people are afraid of death, but he is not afraid."

"In his opinion, the 'death' caused by 'excessive blood loss' only changes the state of the body, just like 'eating' will leave the body in a state of 'fullness', the two are the same in his eyes."

"So even if it hurts, it doesn't matter, as long as the goal can be achieved, as for his goal..."

Are you self-punishing?

Fu Yuanzhou suddenly recalled Shen Xigu's previous self-harm behavior. He was imprisoned. Shen Xigu knew that he was suffering, so he used self-harm as a means to punish him.

He finally understood why Shen Xigu didn't care about his body at all, and a person who didn't even care about death would naturally not care about pain, and would only devote all his attention to a few special beings.

For example... him.

He is the most special existence of Shen Xigu, even to the extreme morbid state, Shen Xigu doesn't even care about himself, but he will suffer because of his injury. He is the key to unlock Shen Xigu's emotions.

Shen Xigu didn't want him to hate him, so he chose to conceal his condition. Even the scars he carved on his chest now are not "Seven" but "Yuanzhou" because he said goodbye to Shen Xigu Call him "Seven".

Fu Yuanzhou was cold all over. He didn't want to repeat the same mistakes. Not only did he want his parents and Xie Lin to be safe and happy. In fact, he didn't want Shen Xigu's accident. He hated Shen Xigu's harm to him, but he didn't want Shen Xi. Gu self-destroyed, so they are strangers in this life, and peace and quiet is the best ending.

But now...

"I respect your privacy and will not inquire too much."

Dr. Sun said, "But I need to ask you, do you have the contact information of Shen Xigu's family, or his mobile phone unlocking code? His mobile phone is specially encrypted, so it's difficult to open it and it's impossible to contact him. His family will take care of him."

"..." Fu Yuanzhou shook his head. He did not have the contact information of Shen Xigu's father. Even if he did, he knew that the other party could not rush over to take care of Shen Xigu.

Shen Xigu had a lot of friends, but they were all general friends. He was the only one who had been close to him in his previous life. In this life, Shen Xigu was alone.

Fu Yuanzhou felt extremely uncomfortable and worried that Shen Xigu might commit suicide, but he could not take care of Shen Xigu, he could no longer deepen Shen Xigu's morbid dependence on him, and that would only kill them both.

"Let me figure out a way. Since I am a doctor, he is a patient, even though he is not my patient, I have to be responsible to the end."

Dr. Sun sighed softly: "I will take care of him until he is discharged, but depending on his mental condition, even if he is well recovered, he must go to a nursing home to treat mental problems."

Fu Yuanzhou came back to his senses and was very surprised and touched by her kindness. He almost wanted to thank her, but stopped in time because he was not someone from Shen Xigu and had no stand to say thank you to Dr. Sun.

"Thanks for your hard work. Before Shen Xigu wakes up, all the treatment costs and your salary will be paid by me." In the end, he just said to Dr. Sun.

Dr. Sun did not refuse, thanked him, and asked, "If anything happens to him, do I need to tell you?"

"Okay." Fu Yuanzhou hesitated, and said, "Thank you for asking some caregivers for him, and looking at him 24 hours a day, I'm worried that he might..."

"Don't worry." Doctor Sun nodded, "I will take care of it, and I won't tell him that it was your instruction."

"Thank you." Fu Yuanzhou thanked him solemnly.

"If he wants to see you, or has something to tell you, should I tell you?" Dr. Sun asked.

Fu Yuanzhou was startled and was silent for a long time. Finally, he shook his head. Dr. Sun patted him on the shoulder and said gently, "I see, you take care of your body and leave it to me."

Dr. Sun checked Fu Yuanzhou and rushed to the hospital to look after Shen Xigu after he was sure that there was no problem. Not long after, Xie Lin returned from school, but not only Xie Lin, but Yuan Ye also followed him. Up.

"How did you come?"

Fu Yuanzhou was thinking about Shen Xigu, but suddenly he saw Yuanye open the door, and he was flustered, thinking that fortunately he had just sprayed the pheromone dispersant. Yuanye should not be able to smell it. Even if he smelled it, he didn't know that it was Shen. Xigu's pheromone.

"You think I'm so stupid. If you say you have a cold, I believe it?"

However, things did not develop as Fu Yuanzhou thought. Yuan Ye walked into the bedroom, his handsome face disappeared from a smile, his eyebrows were heavy and cold, and he asked angrily, "Who did it?"

"What?" Fu Yuanzhou didn't realize that the wilderness had already discovered it.

"Who tagged you?" Yuan Ye said in a cold voice, full of strong hostility, "You tell me, I interrupted his leg, let him kneel and apologize to you."

Fu Yuanzhou didn't go to school for several days, and neither Yu Fei nor Xie Lin came. From the beginning, Yuan Ye didn't believe that he was just sick. They kept paying attention for these two days, and finally waited until Xie Lin came to school.

Xie Lin remained silent about Fu Yuanzhou's affairs. Yuan Ye kept asking him repeatedly, and he was so angry that he almost started fighting with Xie Lin. In the end, he simply followed Xie Lin and Xie Lin didn't stop him because it was useless. Yuan Ye didn't come here. On the apartment side, their address has already been known.

On the way here, Yuan Ye had already guessed. Later, when he happened to meet Dr. Sun downstairs, he deliberately pretended to pretend to have known to Dr. Sun.

Dr. Sun was unprepared at first and accidentally said about Fu Yuanzhou being marked, but then she found out that she had been fooled, so she kept silent and did not say Shen Xigu's name, otherwise Yuanye might not even go upstairs, but directly Rushed to the villa to beat someone.

"Don't be impulsive..."

Seeing Yuanye's gloomy appearance, Fu Yuanzhou sighed and soothed him: "It's not that serious, it's just a temporary mark. Strictly speaking, it was an accident."

He will not talk about Shen Xigu, not only for Shen Xigu, but also mainly for the wilderness. He doesn't want the wilderness to leave the stain of dropping out of school. He will become a professional player in the future, and his public image is very important.

Yuan Ye stared at him angrily for a long time, his expression gradually lowered, and his head dropped, showing an annoyed and sad expression, even his eyes were a little red, like a poor dog.

"I'm not reconciled, you are being bullied like this... but I can't protect you, nor can I help you out, I can't do anything."

"Didn't you say you helped me copy the notes?" Fu Yuanzhou said, "Did you bring it?"

"... brought it."

Yuan Ye walked over with his lips pressed, and turned a few notes out of his schoolbag to Fu Yuanzhou. The content of the notes was very detailed, and his handwriting was quite beautiful, which was very different from his own loose image.

"Thank you, that's enough." Fu Yuanzhou accepted the notes and said to Yuan Ye with a smile, "Wait for me to copy a copy, and then pay you back."

"It's okay, I don't need it, just a copy to send you."

Yuanye was silent for a while, and then said: "These are not enough, I want to do more for you, because I..."

"Click."

At this moment, Xie Lin walked in with water and medicine.