Chapter109: my saviour.

"Do you like your new name?"Alex asked and I looked at him confused. New name? I don't have a new name." I'm talking about Mrs Scott baby."he said and I blushed. I do like the name. Wait, like it? I love the name. It sounds so good and sweet.

"I love it."I said and Alex came to the bed and lifted me up. He took me to the seats at the coffee table and sat me down then he started feeding me. My neck was hurting when I swallowed the food and I guess Alex noticed me frowning and tightening my eyes when swallowing.

"You gotta swallow slowly baby. I don't want you feeling pain at all. Your neck is swollen and I feel really bad."he said looking at my neck pitifully. He continued feeding me and that's when I noticed he has not eaten.

"Why aren't you eating honey?"I asked him and I went to sit on his laps. I took the other box and started feeding him too.

"Baby, I'm full."he said but I didn't hear any of it.

"You can't be full honey. You have not eaten anything and you are saying you are full? You usually eat too little yet you are the one nudging me to eat a lot, I don't understand why when you are the one who need the food more than I do."he said and he chuckled."stop that, I'm really serious right now."I added.

"Why do I need more food sweetheart?"he asked.

"I don't have to answer that question. By the way, did you attend the business gala?"I asked him wiping the specks of food on his lips with my thumb then I licked the thumb. 

I saw the surprised look on Alex's face and I smirked."Damn baby girl, you surprise me everyday."he said and I smiled." And, I didn't attend the gala, I sent my friends to represent me. I couldn't leave my unconscious wife here alone could I? Who I was also supposed to take with me."he said and I looked at him lovingly. Oh my God!! This man is sweet. I said to myself inwardly.

"The guy who... you know, you shot, he had come with a parcel. Did you check what it was?"I asked him.

"It was the dress I had sent you and some jewellery and shoes. I just realized you don't have jewelleries."he said and I giggled.

"I don't like jewelleries that much."I said and he looked at me.

"Really? But I thought girls like jewelleries so much. Why don't you like them?"he asked and I looked at him and I put the food boxes away. No one is eating anymore anyway.

"But I'm not like other girls. I just don't feel good wearing such stuff. But I've always liked an anklet but I have never bought it. Maybe I will buy it one day."I said leaning on Alex's chest and he held me.

"Do you like children?"he asked all of a sudden. He has ever asked that question but I dismissed the topic. Right now I think I have to answer.

"Yes of course."I said. I do like children that's for sure.

"How many would you want?"he asked again.

"Uumm... I don't know. Before I wasn't sure if I wanted kids so I never thought about it but now I would want kids but I just don't know how many. How many would you want?"I asked him and I looked up to see his face.

He looked at my face for a while and then smiled." At least three."he said and I giggled. Three are great.

"Not bad."I said and I continued leaning on his chest.

"I want a family with you."he said and my heart stopped for a second then it started beating faster than usual.

"What?"I said getting out of his embrace and I looked at him my face shocked.

"Isn't it obvious that I would like to start a family with you? We are married and it's forever so what would be stopping us?"he asked smiling and I got speechless.

"I have never thought about this at all. Can you give me time?"I asked and he nodded.

"Sure. I'll give you all the time you want baby because time is what we have."he said smiling and I smiled. I breathed a relief that he didn't get all demanding with me. Alex is usually so understanding and I love him so much." Let's sleep Mrs Scott. Tomorrow we have a big day."he said and he lifted me up and we went to the bed. When we laid on the bed, I remembered the boxes on the coffee table, they can't stay like that. I got up and went to take them to the trash can.

"Baby, what is it?"Alex asked sitting up on the bed.

"I'm just throwing the boxes in the trash can at the corner of the room. I can't sleep knowing the coffee table isn't clean."I said and Alex chuckled. I put the boxes by putting them in the paper bag they came in and I put them neatly on the trash can.

I returned to bed and Alex brought me to his arms." I wonder who is this clean in your family?"Alex asked chuckling and I giggled.

"My mom once said my sperm donor but I really got mad at her."I said.

"Sperm donor?"Alex asked.

"Yeah, my father is more of a sperm donor than a father so yeah, a sperm donor."I said. I wasn't really angry saying this because I was smiling. I just don't feel anything nowadays when I talk about him. It's like he is nothing or he never existed. I guess he never existed because if he were dead and alive it won't make any difference.

"I get it baby. So he's a clean freak too?"he asked and I nodded.

"According to my mom yeah, I've never seen him so I wouldn't know a thing about it."I said chuckling.

"I think your dad missed on something very important. He missed to see you grow and see how of a wonderful woman you are. It's his loss though, because he's stupid."Alex said and I laughed. How would he say such a thing? He's never even seen my dad and he's already having such an opinion?

"You don't know him and you already saying he's stupid?"I asked him giggling.

"Trust me, a stupid person is known by the actions he makes."he said then we stayed in silence for a while." How would you feel if one day he came and introduced himself to you?"he asked and I thought for a second. This is a topic I have never talked about with anyone because it has always been sensitive to me.

"I would not feel anything because I realized I can't be mad at someone I don't even know. He's never been there for me, we've never made any memories together, we've never seen each other. It's like he's dead to me and I am dead to him. So, I feel nothing towards him, you know. I don't even know why I was mad at him before. I was so stupid wasting my life for a dead person. I wasted my tears, my energy and I almost threw everything out of the window just because I was angry at him. I almost destroyed my life and I started thinking that I would never date a man because they are all a disappointment like my dad. I wanted to date ladies because it was a better option for me and to also escape the reality. But then I met you and I realized not all men are the same. Well at first, I really hated you for the way you treated me but I came to love you when I understood you."I said and Alex tightened his grip on me." You were my saviour."I said. This is something I just realized now. Alex saved me from my own self and from making any further stupid decisions about my life. Since he came, my life has changed. I've been happier than ever, I have changed too. He has changed changed my life.