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The atmosphere in the Nam family's residence seemed quite busy with the arrival of large family members who came to this dinner. Several kinds of dishes were also seen to be served on a luxurious dining table surrounded by people who would soon eat them. When everyone seems to be enjoying their meal with pleasure, it's different with Nam Suk Hee who just enjoys his meal very slowly. She just played with his fork in the plate with worried eyes and looked at the people. She never even felt comfortable eating with his extended family, especially when he had to meet his grandmother.

The pain that these people have given to Nam Suk Hee in the past is so deeply imprinted on Nam Suk Hee's life at this time. She also looked at the people who seemed very happy and enjoyed this dinner, even they proudly praised Mr. and Mrs. Nam who were the same people they had forgotten at that time.

Nam Suk Hee's feelings seem even more uncomfortable when the grandmother is still the same as before, proudly telling her favorite granddaughter in front of the big family without looking at Nam Suk Hee. That's when Nam Tae kyung realized that his sister had wanted to get out of the room and leave them all.

"I feel very tired, I have permission to go to my room" Nam Suk Hee said which immediately made everyone silent.

With his fast steps, Nam Suk Hee left the dining room and headed for his room. She even blocked access for other people to enter his room, she didn't want to hear anything from the people in the room and considered him a big enemy that he couldn't get rid of.

"I have a very deep hatred for them, but why can't I say anything when I see them, Even when I meet them I can only stay silent and remember the wound without being able to do anything, Is it because they are family, so I can't hurt them?" Nam Suk Hee said while looking out the window.

She was silent, suddenly with his body still standing in front of the window, his eyes slowly shed tears. This is the third time Nam Suk Hee has been like this, suddenly fell silent and suddenly cried. She seemed to see something scary and sad that just suddenly flashed through his mind, or maybe he was just too tired from his day to day that he seemed to be hallucinating. But right now what he saw in the trajectory of his mind was something that could make him feel like he was in a long dream, only that it all looked very real like a trajectory of what would happen in his future that he still couldn't determine how the plot would go, will happen later.

She was still frozen in his daydream, he didn't even close his eyes for a long time. Until finally, his hands seemed to clench spontaneously which finally made him turn his body and stare at the entrance to his room.

Yoon bin opened his eyes with a very surprised facial expression with cold sweat dripping down his body, he looked at the watch on the table beside his bed. It was 8 in the morning, with a face that still looked tired, Yoon bin turned to the window and hoped that his dream was not something that would come true in the future. Maybe today he will spend his vacation time walking in the park just to relax his mind. With a face that was still messed up, he immediately got up from his bed and immediately rushed to tidy himself up.

In the park, Yurim is seen sitting on a chair in a shady tree in the middle of the park. She seemed to be writing something in a book he was carrying and seemed to be lost in the silence of his thoughts with dry leaves that had started to fall to the ground. She also raised his face to see the clear sky which he always saw alone, without Nam Suk Hee or Park Min Seol sitting with him. She always asks himself, why is it only the evening sky that will soon be dark that he always sees with Nam Suk Hee and Park Min Seol? maybe the two of them are also looking at the same clear sky in different places?

Today he knows that Nam Suk Hee is at his family's house, she probably won't be able to be as free as usual. She can't deny that his friends often get Panic attacks at very sudden times as a result of that dark event, that way he doesn't want Nam Suk Hee to also feel what he's feeling right now. even though he is waiting for Nam Suk Hee at this time, as much as possible he has to act in front of Nam Suk Hee.

Every time Yurim wants to close her eyes for a moment, she always imagines Nam Suk Hee's screams and words on the day of Park Min Seol's death, how desperate she is to see that and can only hear Nam Suk Hee scream by cursing this wide world. It's a very beautiful world for people who are born with the luck to enjoy the beauty of this world, but for the most part for people like him, Nam Suk Hee, and Park Min Seol this world is just a very big cage that serves to confine it and limit it just like that.

This is a scary thing for most people like him, Nam Suk Hee, and Park Min Seol right now. very scary even Park Min Seol just chose to go and be free with everything, at least she has extraordinary courage to do that.

"What should I say to Park Min Seol if I come to see her quickly?" Yurim said quietly

"Then you have to tell him that I will be ready to destroy the world of the demons," said someone from behind Yurim.

Yurim was silent, she was surprised by the voice she knew very well. She slowly turned his head back to find Nam Suk Hee standing there with a very flat face looking sharply at him.

"Nam Suk Hee you must have heard wrong"

"I heard everything very well, and you think you can still lie after everything is heard? Yurim, neither you nor I can stand against this scary world, even the world doesn't like me, What am I saying? today will definitely happen one day, and it will only happen when I no longer have a purpose why am I standing looking at this world again" Nam Suk Hee said still standing with a straight face.

But with a stammering tone, Yurim just laughed while patting Nam Suk Hee's shoulder. Since Park Min Seol's death, Yurim feels that Nam Suk Hee is changing very quickly. Either because of the trauma she experienced or maybe her emotions that she couldn't control anymore, because she didn't want to linger listening to Nam Suk Hee's increasingly strange words, Yurim immediately invited Nam Suk Hee to have breakfast at the cafe they used to go to.

They also walked to the place because the distance was close to the city park. Yurim seems to be busy talking here and there with a cheerful face that is very inversely proportional to her friend who even walks without the slightest expression. There were also many people walking, when they were about to enter a cafe that Yurim and Nam Suk Hee subscribed to, there were two children who bumped into Nam Suk Hee's body until the two children fell. Nam Suk Hee was surprised and put on an annoyed face, but her expression changed after seeing one of the children quickly hug the other child with a frightened face.