When it happened

She was happy that things worked out well between them I was happy for her things were going great I had started devoting my time on studies to take my mind off of this. everything was working fine until one day I was sitting in the library studying and I recieved a call from her asking where I was? I told her and she said she is coming down there to meet me before I could say anything she ended the call. I was eagerly waiting for her thinking if everything was alright, she came she looked worried and sad she had puffy eyes. I asked her to have a seat and offered her water after taking a sip she started talking, " why these things always happen to me, I thought this it was different but it wasn't". I having no idea what she was talking about tried to console her and asked her what happened. " it's him! he is cheating on me with that @&!*%" I had no idea what to do next all I was thinking was how do I console her how do I make her smile again and without realising I uttered "it's ok!" her eyes became red and she started shivering with anger" IT'S OK!? ITS OK YOU SAY!? "

" no please listen to me I didn't mean that way please calm down"

"WHAT DID YOU MEAN THAN? PLEASE TELL ME!?'

"I meant he is not worth those tears, if he had any idea what he had he wouldn't even think about cheating. And it's good that you found out earlier cause you were starting to get serious about him right?"

"yeah! but?"

"but?"

"it hurts, things he said ."

"what did he say?"

" apparently it's hard for him to be in a long distance relationship, sometimes he wonders if he has a gf and past couple of months has been rough for him and in those rough time that @&!%* were very supportive of him and they are hitting it off nicely. He even wished me good luck and said I deserve better.

Ofcourse I deserve better than a cheating B@&#₹@ "

"Of course you do!"

" What do I do now? I feel sad and cheated and anngry!"

"it's ok to feel that way you should give yourself sometime to heal and you'll find a guy who will know what he has when he is with you!

who will know how amazing and beautiful you are who will do anything to make you smile. You're an amazing person you deserve way better guy than your stupid ex."

She kept sitting there staring at me while I was talking said

"what about you? you could be that guy? I know that you had a crush on me!"

Those words went straight through my heart I sat there staring in the blank flabbergasted. I couldn't believe what she just said I felt warmth in my ears I could hear my heartbeat and after a few seconds I composed myself and said

" Yeah! but now is not the right time to talk about that right now you're sad and vulnerable let's get you something to eat."

"No! I know what I'm talking about"

" No you don't"

she leaned towards me and held my hand at this moment I felt like my heart is going to explode my hands were shivering my heart was racing, I could feel the adrenaline pumping through my veins.

"It's perfect we're good friends and we know eachother we'll be good together!

" calm down lady! no one is getting together now let's get out and have something I think you've lost your mind"

While I was getting she leaned forward held me and we had our first kiss! All my resistance was gone I felt it for the first time endorphin.