She's Crazy He's Grumpy

 Romano Karma (Days Later)

 I open my eyes slowly with a heavy headache. "You finally wake up"Davis said as he and Alena walk close to the bed "What happen, how did I get here?"I question sitting up holding my head. "We should be asking you that when do you start to get a drink without us" Alena said, I look at them in surprise and try to recall what happen last night.

 (Last Night) "You didn't mean it right"I heard mum yell, I can't tell who she was yelling at, mum is an easy going woman, she don't yell or cause trouble, what could make her yell this night. I left my room to check what was going on, the noise was coming out of mum and old man's room, that weird who could mum be yelling at, because mum has never raise her voice at old man, she's always scared of him, could it be another person or it old man. "I won't take any form of disrespect from you Lorain"Old man said raising his voice, I lean to the door to listen to whatever they were discussing, "Don't Tell me nonsense Jordan" mum yell his name, "Holy shit"I gasp in surprise covering my mouth trying not to make sound for them not to notice my present. Mum has never call him by name,this matter must be serious "Mum"I heard James called, he's also inside?, but why did he sound so calm than the James I use to know, what am I missing "James stay out of this"Mum snap at him. "So you've decided to show character Lorain"Old man ask angrily "Yes Jordan, you've push me to the wall, I've had enough of you,I can't fucking sit and watch you send my son to hell"Mum said, she didn't yell but the anger can clearly show in her voice. So this was about that annoying jerk, I wonder what on earth there are arguing about.

"Mum don't worry I will go"I heard James said "No you won't"mum disagree. I hissed silently, I knew it, mum was only fighting for nothing, that jerk will always listen and do whatever that old man ask him to do. It getting dark already, they should keep there voice down I want to sleep. I was about to walk away, when old man said something that makes my heart stop beating for a moment "I have the final say, James will go Tokyo that's final"

 I bang in immediately he said that."You're joking right?"I ask slowly "James tell me it a joke"I ask again looking at him "Karma stay out of this,you have no right to be here" he said trying not to show his sad expression. "Tell me he's fucking joking"I yell almost in tears. "And when do you start to care"he said still controlling himself. "Old man why?"I asking turning away from James "Why are you so selfish, why is it that you only care about ya' self, WHY?? you wanna send ya only son to Tokyo, when you know the war happening between you and other family there, when you know the outcome of what will happen, James is the fucking heir of this family he has no right to clear the fucking mess you make" I yell, still controlling my tears. "Shut the fuck up Karma, shut it"James yell at me angrily, now standing in front of me, I look at him in silence, the last time he yell at me with this expression was years ago when we are young that I wounded myself very bad, looking into his eyes."It fucking late Karma, you fucking talk late, it too late to show ya concern, it too late to show you care"he said trying hard not to tear up, the room went silent, "when I needed ya attention where were you, when I needed ya most where were you,when I needed a sister to lean on where were you,when I needed someone to cry to where the fuck where you"he yell as tears roll down my eyes, all I see in his eyes was fucking pain, raw pain that can't be faked. "I waited for you to look at me, I waited for you to finally forgive me and solve this together, I waited for you to go against dad together, I waited for years but all you did is to push me away, I will go and no one will stop me, it my life not yours"he said calming down to say the last word. It took me a while to respond, I couldn't control my tears, "I...I..I also waited, you were not the only one that wait, I fucking wait for you,I waited for my brother to run to me no matter how I push him away, I waited for you to lean on me"I said in tear and ran out of the house.

 James was right, I didn't give him listen hear ever since the incident take place years ago. I pushed him away, he looked forward to me forgiving him, but I was blinded by anger, thinking old man finally manipulated him. I took my phone to call Davis and Alena but I don't think they will be of help, I needed time alone, I need space to think, I needed to clear my head, the only thing that can help is alcohol, maybe four or five vodka will do.

 I dump into someone as I stand up to order for another shot of vodka, I staggered back as I raise my head up, only to see the guy that almost hit me with his car the other day "Hey Monkey face are you fucking stalking me"I said staggering a little, even in my drunk state I can still remember his annoying face "Littel Squirrel I don't have ya time"he said making me angry "What the fuck do you call me, Squirrel, really"I said angrily, he wanted to turn away, but before he could take a step I drag him by his collar, and took the bottle of vodka then empty it on his head, "Have warn you not to mess with me."