Immature

As a child, I should act like a child.

But the other child's doesn't treat me like one, but rather they ignored me, and doesn't let me join them because of my ability.

Is it my strength?

I'm the same age as them but I'm much stronger than them.

Sometimes I hurt them accidentally but they believe that I did it because I want to.

I decided to live like that, continuously reaching up to them and I even let them do me the way they want just to join them.

Even if they hurt me its okay for me.

It's like they're continuously repelling me and not letting me in but I kept pushing in and in even if it hurts me.

What did I do? I only want their acceptance, my mama and papa is always there for me but I also want friends.

Finally after year later I stopped pursuing them, I finally realized my immaturity and I just moved on.

Soon after that I found three friends who can be as goofy as me and I finally found enjoyment with them.

They're also strong and also have a pretty unique personalities.

They accept me and do not ignore me.

I must not repeat the mistakes I made, I don't want to be ignored anymore.

Not when I already got close and treasured them.

Also one more thing.

I Am Not A Human.