you can't give up
YE JOON'S POV
Ye Joon- hey, where are you taking me?
Ayla- It's not like I let you sleep the whole day inside the house while we are at such a beautiful place.
She said as she pushed my wheelchair outside the house and locked the door. I looked at her and my mind was really telling me,'' THIS GIRL IS A TOTAL FRECK''
She looked at me and smiled and started pushing my wheelchair.
Ayla- You know I literally worked for 7 months non-stop for this 6 months-long vacation. Like working is fun but vacations are more fun. What do you think about vacations?
Ye Joon- They are useless anyway.
Ayla- You are weird you know. Someone told me that if you sit in a wheelchair once you will know how precious life is? I sometimes really wonder is world way too cruel for you or you never try to see the positive side of life?
She looked at me but I just kept quiet. She just sighed and started pushing me somewhere which I have no idea. I looked around and I have to say this place is really beautiful. I wonder was I too lost in pain that I never tried to see the beauty of life. I looked at her and saw that she was smiling like an idiot.
Ye Joon- why are you smiling like this?
Ayla- I feel like Mother Teresa, you know helping half-broken weirdos in this beautiful village, woah, God is really great.
Ye Joon- You love god a lot?
Ayla- of course, I do, He is my best buddy, my companion in dark, my first love, and also my guide. You know, if you count the things you don't have you can count that but if you try to count what you have, they are more than you can even count. Am I right? Just wondering a few days ago you could walk and dance but now you can't even move without someone's help, don't you think, legs are an amazing one to have.
Ye Joon-you talk a lot
Ayla- Cause I want to.
she giggled and we reached in front of an open cafe. She ordered some bread for her and some soup for me which I really don't mind. I wonder if all are searching for me, but what the hell am I doing in France? And this girl, it looks like she doesn't know me. But helping me, but I didn't ask for it. I saw her taking out her phone, should I ask her phone? I should at least tell Ash about my place. I was about to say something but she played something on her phone, news.
NEWS- BREAKING NEWS- THE GRAND KANG EMPIRE'S ONE AND ONLY HEIR KANG YE JOON HAS BEEN BANISHED FROM THE COMPANY BASED ON THE ONGOING SCANDAL OF HIM BEING MENTALLY DISABLE FOR BEING THE NEXT PRESIDENT OF KANG INDUSTRY AND CO. IT HAS ALSO COME TO HEAR THAT THE CEO OF TBS FOOD GROUP HAS REVEALED TO BE TAKING OVER THE NEXT PRESIDENT POSITION. AND KANG YE JOON WHO WAS ONCE AN YOUTH ICON HAS LOST HIS POPULARITY AMONG HIS FANS AFTER THE LATEST CALL FROM HIS PERSONAL PSYCHIATRIST DR. ROSE LEE.
NEWS- ROSE'S STATEMENT
Rose- It is really sad to announce that Ye Joon's youth icon has been facing a huge mental breakdown from his recent activities. He has been suffering from PTD[ post-traumatic disorder] for the past 8 years and his state has been worse day by day. Please co-operate with us. Thank you
I felt like a stab in my heart, I was never a PTD patient. How could they do this to me? My hands started trembling and I felt a hand over mine.
Ayla- People will only praise you and will be by your side when you are shining, once the brightest star loses its shine, it's nothing but a dead star. And no one asks a dead star. Till yesterday you were the brightest star but now you are a dead star.
I looked at her and she kept a calm look. She knew who am I? But still...
Ayla- I knew you were Kang Ye Joon from the day I saved you. But I didn't connect to your family after knowing all the mess is going on in your life. If you are thinking I am helping you out of pity than,
She made me look at her and I just stare at her.
Ayla- You are wrong, I am helping you for my own benefit. I am a businesswoman, so I search for benefit in every deal.
Ye Joon- How comes a dead star is useful to you?
Ayla- I don't know. But Mr. Kang as you saw, now you are nothing but a normal man, how do you plan to get back to the position you were again?
Ye Joon- I don't know.
Ayla- You won't get a better chance to explore the chance you have been given by the God. One girl, one failure, one scandel, one back-stab can't decide everything. Remember that
i looked at her and a sudden wave of emotion hit me, unknowingly tears started flowing from my eyes. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know what should I do to clear up the mess I have created by my own. It's so hard to explain what I am feeling.
She just patted my back and I just wanted to let out everything inside me right now,
Ye Joon- It's hard, it's really hard to fight back. I don't know what to do, what to say. Back then I had Areum who used to give me back, she was the only person who trusted me at my worst, she was the only one who loved my true self, she was there for my 3 seasons but after she left, everything turned cold. I really don't know what's use of having this money, fame and success when I don't have her by my side. I love her, I want her, I need her but I don't have her. She loved me back then but I never cared about her that time. she left me 8 years ago, that day when I was planning to tell her that I am in love with her but she gave up on me. My mind is messed up from than, I tried to find her but I just couldn't find her. Now that my career is falling in front of me, I can't even do anything. I can't even save that.. Why am I so useless? Why do I keep creating troubles? Why can't I just do one thing properly? I don't want this life any more, I can't.
Ayla- You really love Areum.
Ye Joon- She is my first and last love. There is no one I can love expect her. There is no one who can love me like her, She is my 3 seasons.
Ayla- Then make her your final season too. But for that You need to fight back, you need to stand up again, and Mr. Half broken weirdos, you need to become a full piece to have her. Do you want to give the love of your life again as a broken, weak Kang Ye Joon? Or as The Kang Ye Joon, the youth icon, the Real heir of Kang Industry Co.
she said and smiled at me..
MEANWHILE AREUM'S POV
Soojin- Areum ahh, please don't ignore my calls. It has been 24 days, please at least talk to me.
He banged the door once again but I just kept looking at the picture of Ye Joon.
Soojin- OH AREUM OPEN THE DOOR, AT LEAST FOR YUNA. PLEASE
I wiped of my tears and opened the door. There I saw Soojin, he hugged me instantly and i broke down again.
Areum- w-where i-is h-he? s-soojin, p-please bring him b-back t-to me. i - can-can't l-live without him anymore.. he is really weak now, please he need me, please bring him back to me,