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A promise (19)

While laying down I thought to myself again.. I just couldn't help but think about Haruko again. “He keeps occupying my mind. It can be tiring.. But why do I keep thinking of him? Am.. I really that attached to him? If I am in love I should ignore my feelings.. I'm a bad person, a very useless and most worthless person in the world. So how could he love me back? Ugh.. I just wanna rest..!”

After a while of thinking I just decided to look at the ceiling blankly while playing with my hair. I was already so exhausted from thinking so much. So I decided to close my eyes but it was all interrupted by a gentle knock as I heard my father’s voice outside of my door.