A Night of Mourn

A Night of Mourn (03/24/20 - 11:42 PM)

Why, oh why, did I always feel alone?

Is it because I made the wrong choices,

Or am I the wrong choice?

I always felt I was never enough,

Could I find someone who would make me complete?

Comparing myself to everyone felt like the solution,

To the growing pains that are growing inside of me,

Which I thought that were healed before

Guess I was wrong, it was a scar that was wounded again

In this night of mourn, I am mourning for myself.

Cause who I thought I was all this time,

Is already dead,

Dead and will never be found again.

Why do I always feel like I am the loser?

All of the victories I achieved, were just temporary

Temporary happiness in which I'm not sure,

If it will ever come back again

I always felt like a machine,

Emotionless and only doing it's responsibility,

Importance were only given to me when I'm needed

Oh LORD! I need someone who would make me whole again!