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The started small then all of the sudden massive qualitative changes it was nearly impossible to distinguish what was real and what was an illusion I felt all powerful at certain times and others I was relaxing in my mansion their was no direction I was lost cast adrift in a endless sea of pleasure there were times I lost myself and had to continually fight my way back to focus no ordinary person could have resist such pleasure every moment better than the last infinitely more euphoric as if it's singular purpose was to break me
In one of the very few moments of clarity in a act of desperation to hold onto my sanity I created a new flower one I thought would cancel out the effects by being everything that the Dream blossom wasn't I called it the Nightmare bloom and immediately absorbed it which was the worst mistake I have ever made for every moment of heaven I would face unimaginable hell it became a never ending terror I had moments of overcoming obstacles to become the supreme being that ruled over all only to wake as a malnourished slave covered in scars fearing the lash of my masters it became impossible to remember who I was but each and every time I broke through the illusion irregardless of how wonderful it was or how much I suffered I could not give in because I have no place in paradise and refused to settle for hell I wouldn't be bound by anyone or anything.
I awoke from where I passed out on the floor at first I was confused then a wave of understanding passed over me looking around the I found an unconscious Princess Margaret laying on the the floor in a comatose state drooling and a look of absolute bliss on her face before I make any further decisions I begin looking at myself I'm still only mid rank spirit and lesser titan but my overall essence has been changed I feel like I have taken a qualitative leap for my spirit half it has become denser and I know I can control the spiritual energy around me as for my titan half it is like everything has come into focus and I can create a pseudo domain not a true one just exert my will on unclaimed powers around me.
After I finish examining myself and all my advances I look over towards Princess Margaret normally I don't care what would happen to a child like this but too many people know that we were here together for her experiment combine that with the fact that she is the emperor's favorite child it would be impossible not to be blamed for her current circumstance even if I was completely innocent the only added motivation was the fact that she recently made a contract with me making her an asset too valuable to lose.
With all that in mind I began to look into hers seeing what was so desirable that she hadn't woken up from her stupor in her dreams she was a goddess with generous proportions an unequaled beauty her face cold and impassive instead of the divinity of conquest the god she decedends from she possessed wisdom and beauty she overthrew the other gods in her pantheon turning her faith monotheistic spending her free time dissecting one of the other gods while she is still alive just for fun.
Me:"Color me impressed but if you truly want to begin conquest on this scale you will need to wake up first" as she looks up to see who is disturbing her