A kiss to my forbidden love : My Magnet
" He is sunshine, I was midnight rain " Just like that we were , and we met . For me he was the sun in that gloomy town , he lightened up that dry empty desert and made it the home I wanna go back all the way for . He leaned closer from my ear and whispered " I want you , I want you in the sweet old traditional way , and not the way that breaks your heart and cause you pain...wait for me " I always admired my space and feared to be close from anyone , anything, until he showed up and made me want him so close , until ....Fate started to throw arches of "why we can't be together even if we are for eachother" on us , just to push the magnet that pulled us together away . He said "call my name and I will be right to your face , just Call out my name Reena " We were two lovers , in a gloomy reality were fantasy can't take over and reality is all that slaps you .
Just For A Day
Days passed and going back again made me realize that it was just that day maybe , my friend has left back to her house and as I was going back home from a work out-doors I wanted to see him and confirm what happened that day if it's gonna happen again or was it just a dream day , so I asked the taxi to pull me off right where the supermarket is and I saw my sister whom I texted on my way to wait for me there and give me company .
I was wearing my same red jumpsuit and putting my hair on a ponytail style . I out my bag on the entery as usual and went inside, he wasn't there at first , I couldn't see him until we walked almost till the end of the hallway and there he was smiling charmingly I swear I wanted to capture a picture of him in my heart like that , he was there wearing that same blue shirt he was wearing the day I came wearing this same red jumpsuit. All of a sudden it's like there was rollers on my feet and they ran me away from him , my sister was about to kill me at that moment asking me why am I leaving away from when all I wanted was for him to notice me but I couldn't give her an answer because I myself was confused, I said I would stop running everytime I see him but I couldn't stop myself .
I went to buy cereals and as I was paying at the cashier thinking he won't notice me it's over , I looked across of me and there he helping his friend, I thought he didn't notice me and as I was taking my bag bending down and then up slowly I saw him standing right Infront me I couldn't help my wide open shocked eyes , our eyes were locked into each other but I couldn't even smile at him , it's like I sent the message to my mind but it never reached and soon I was up and we both turned away from each other a left each other.
It was the most intense eye contact we had ever since we met , and I ruined it by not smiling, he now if ever was interested in me before is gonna think I never cared for him especially if he is still thinking about that incident with my brother .
Dear diaries I couldn't stop blaming myself for my stupid actions when I am Infront of him and how I show the opposite of what I want . But from that day on it took me a month to ever show up again even though I didn't have anything going on .✨