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A HEART HE NEVER MEANT TO HOLD [KNJ Ff]

"A Heart He Never Meant to Hold" Namjoon has given up on love after his ex left him, choosing instead to focus on revenge. His plan is simple: make her jealous by courting the most ordinary girl he can find—someone far from his usual type, someone simple, quiet, and easy to control. He never expected the girl to be anything more than a pawn. But as he spends more time with her, he begins to see her in a different light. She’s delicate, with a soft, almost ethereal presence that’s easy to overlook. Her silence isn't emptiness—it's filled with a depth and quiet strength that draws him in. Her simplicity isn't dull; it's calming, like a balm to his restless heart. Namjoon starts noticing the small things: the way she smiles at the smallest gestures of kindness, the way she always seems to care even when she’s been hurt, the way her sincerity wraps around him like a gentle embrace. Her heart is untainted by the games he’s playing, and it stirs something inside him he thought was long gone. As time passes, this “average” girl—the one he thought would be easily forgotten—becomes everything he never knew he needed. Her kindness, her warmth, and her strength awaken a part of him he thought he'd lost forever. Now, Namjoon finds himself caught between his past and the future he never meant to create.

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Chapter 5

Chapter 5: The Subtle Game

Y/N's days returned to their familiar rhythm after the brief but intense encounter with Namjoon. Life resumed as usual—long shifts at the convenience store, trying to make ends meet. But even in the midst of her routine, she couldn't shake the feeling that something had shifted. The memory of Namjoon lingered, a presence she couldn't quite understand. He wasn't just the man who saved her that night. There was something more to him, something beneath the surface that left her unsettled.

It was a Thursday evening when it happened again. She was stocking the shelves in the quiet convenience store, the fluorescent lights flickering overhead, when the bell above the door chimed. She looked up, expecting another regular customer, but her eyes widened as she saw him—Kim Namjoon.

He walked in with that same calm confidence, his sharp suit cutting through the dim store lighting like a shadow. Y/N's heart skipped a beat, and for a brief moment, she wondered if she was imagining things. But no, he was real. He was standing there, looking around the store as if he belonged.

He made his way toward the counter, his gaze flickering over the products on the shelves before meeting hers. There was no trace of the cold indifference he'd shown before, but a slight, almost imperceptible glint of curiosity in his eyes.

"Y/N," he greeted, his voice smooth and low, as if he'd known her for years.

She blinked, taken aback by the familiarity. "What are you doing here?" she asked, trying to keep her tone neutral, but she couldn't hide the surprise in her voice.

Namjoon's lips curved into a small, knowing smile. "I needed something," he said, his gaze scanning the shelves again. "But I figured it's also a good opportunity to see how you're doing."

Y/N furrowed her brows, confused. "I'm fine," she answered, feeling uneasy. "I didn't expect to see you again after the other day."

Namjoon's expression softened slightly, though the underlying intensity never fully left his eyes. He was still the same—cold, calculating—but there was something different now, something almost... human.

"I wasn't sure if you were the type to ask for help," he said, his tone almost casual. "But I felt like I should make sure you're alright. That night... you weren't in the best condition."

Y/N felt a flicker of something—was it gratitude? Or was it just the lingering effect of his sudden care? Either way, she shook it off, trying to keep her distance. "You didn't have to. I'm alright."

Namjoon smiled again, this time with a more deliberate slowness. He leaned slightly forward on the counter, his presence commanding yet strangely intimate. "I don't do things without reason," he said softly. "And when I help someone, I like to know they're doing well. Especially when they've... caught my attention."

Y/N froze. Caught his attention? She opened her mouth to speak but found herself at a loss for words. It wasn't the way someone like him should speak to someone like her. His attention was valuable. She knew that. She could sense that he was different, that he was the kind of man who had everything under control, always calculating his next move. But still, hearing him say it out loud left her unnerved.

"I'm just a convenience store clerk," she muttered, trying to shrug off the weight of his words. "I don't see how I could've caught your attention."

Namjoon chuckled softly, his gaze darkening just slightly. "You'd be surprised how many things can catch my attention, Y/N," he said, his voice low and purposeful. "Sometimes it's the smallest things. The people who don't fit the mold."

He paused, his eyes never leaving hers, as if he were waiting for something. Y/N shifted uncomfortably but tried not to show it.

"You don't have to do anything for me in return," Namjoon added, his tone smoothing over into something more reassuring, almost patronizing. "But you should know that not all gestures come with strings attached."

Y/N nodded, her thoughts racing. She wasn't sure what game he was playing, but his words, his presence—they affected her more than she wanted to admit. Why did he seem to care? Why was he here, in this small convenience store, trying to make her feel like she mattered?

Namjoon straightened up then, letting the moment of silence linger. "I'll let you get back to work," he said, his expression shifting back to that unreadable mask. "I'll be around for a bit, but don't feel obligated to entertain me."

Before she could respond, he turned to leave, his calm steps echoing in the quiet store. The door chimed again as he disappeared into the night.

Y/N stood there, staring at the space where he had been, her mind spinning. Was he really interested in her? Or was there something more to his visit than he was letting on?

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The next day, Namjoon sat in his sleek office, overlooking the city skyline. His fingers drummed rhythmically on the armrest of his chair as his thoughts drifted back to the convenience store. Y/N.

She was an enigma, someone who seemed to exist outside of the world he knew. The people he surrounded himself with were all driven by power and ambition, but Y/N—she was different. Fragile, yes, but there was a certain spark in her that made her stand out. It wasn't the kind of spark that could bring him anything directly, but it was the perfect tool for what he needed.

He'd decided. Y/N would be the key to his plan. She was unaware of her role, of course. She was nothing more than a pawn in the game he was setting into motion. But she didn't need to know that yet. Not until he had her where he wanted her.

For now, he'd keep playing the part of the concerned, mysterious stranger. He'd let her believe that there was more to him than his cold exterior. Let her think he cared.

Because the more she liked him, the more he could control her.

And control was exactly what he needed to tear down the people who had betrayed him.