(..back to the classroom...)
I was so nervous because I knew that he was my first boy crush and my best friend, but I wasn't ready for a new love and I was still confused about all this. But he just started to talk to me and I got worst, he wanted to be my friend but I knew that we were something more, so I just lied and said that I didn't know him. DONT BE MAD AT ME, I know I shouldn't do this but it's my choice OK. He was popular at my school either boys or girl would go after him and ask him for help or to clubs but he didn't care about that, he only liked to read manga and see anime from what I remember, he was very handsome his black hair, his lips everything seems right to me he still looks the same but his body his more manly and muscular (OMG). Today we were in the classroom and he asked me:
Jowoon: So do you like manga or anime? because I noticed that you were drawing a character from a manga that I read.
Me: Yes I love to read manga and see anime it makes me feel distressed about school.
Jowoon: I knew that see now we have something in common.
Me: But there are a lot of people that like this kind of stuff too.
Jowoon: This is different, you are cute soo.
(I'm in this world did he just said cute?...omg.)
Me: I'm not cute:
Jowoon: Yes, you are and I wanted to ask you but can we go home together?
Me: But you don't even know where I live.
Jowoon: But if I take you home I will know and you can help me with Maths, it doesn't need to be today.
Me: Ok, I can help you one-day but if I don't live next to you don't blame me for the distance.
Jowoon: Ok I don't mind the distance I just wanna be with you.
When he said that my heart started to panic and I started to blush, he looked at me like he knew that he made me feel that away and still smiled to make it worst. I hate him but at the same time, IDONT KNOW!