CHAP 9: Mental breakdown

When Miyata is at the dungeon, he feels sick of this place already. Every day, he has to come here and fights monsters over and over again. What is the purpose of it? He had thought that killing would be able to entertain him, but it's too repetitive right now. He wakes up, eats, and goes to the dungeon.

'That why I act like a broken man when I meet Mifuyu so that I can get her attention. So I forcefully made that event and forced me to go to the tutor group. And with me in the tutor group, I will be able to steal some flags and make one of them fall in love with me. My life will be more interesting like that.' (?)

Miyata then has a creepy smile on his face. He then stops moving.

'No! That was not what had happened! I remember only acting a bit annoying. What are you? Why am I thinking like that? STOP!! OH? So this is the situation. If I am not wrong, I will lose my memory of this event. Can't believe that this is happening.' (Miyata)

'HAHAHA! Come on! Your strength increases too fast. So I manage to come by and open your cage. Happy meeting me?' (?)

'Not that I can feel happy with this situation anyway. So what about the system? Why it isn't showing up yet?' (Miyata)

'Oh, that. I just acceleration our thoughts so that we have more time to chat.' (?)

'Haah. You use the skills from it to counter-attack. It won't last for long. But wow, I get transmigration to an anime world. But the system seals my basic thinking and plan. Bastard!' (Miyata)

'I know, right? You act so pathetically.' (?)

'It's not even the real me. If it is me, I will make plans to kidnap the girls. Or be a nice person and make some plans to capture their heart. But I don't even question the existence of the system, dungeon, and so on. I didn't even realize why the monsters are 1 point each.' (Miyata)

'Yup, it's indeed pathetic.' (?)

'My plan, when I get transmigration is to be a low file. If I get too bored, I will fake loving some girls. Or I save a girl from trouble and live a successful life.' (Miyata)

'HAHA! As expected from the person who I had been influencing. But managed to use me.' (?)

'You are not even real, to begin with! Although I have a theory about you, you suddenly disappeared one day. After that, it made me think like:'I must be crazy'.' (Miyata)

'HAHAHA! If I don't do that, how will you transmigrate?' (?)

'So you indeed make my life easier. I always wonder why I always get the things that interested me in exchange for some misfortune. But I always think that I'm just lucky. So it was you all the time.' (Miyata)

'HAHAHA! Well done, you caught me.' (?)

"Hah. Let's get this over with. The fact that the system is training me to become a killing machine. It's YOUR fault' (Miyata)

'Well, it's indeed my fault. I thought it was a normal system.' (?)

'Well, I won't be surprised if the system opens a quest system and makes me go world-hopping. And every living thing in that world will give me one point.' (Miyata)

'It will also increase the price of skills. With your thinking is being sealed. I'm sure you will become arrogant.' (?)

'Please, that is one thing I don't want to hear. With all the novels we read, I will die pathetically for sure.' (Miyata)

'Well, you without thinking about reality is stupid. And is quite naive, too.' (?)

'Don't talk about my dark history like that! Hah. Well, it was you that changed me. From a good, naive boy into a dark person.' (Miyata)

'HAHAHA! True, well, if not for those humans, you will live a normal life. And if you had chosen suicide at that moment, you won't be able to hear me. But you surprised me by using my traits to try to save yourself.' (?)

'Don't talk about my dark history like that. I'm still a bit embarrassed about what I have done in the past.' (Miyata)

'Well, I have good news. The good news is that I will be able to unlock a few of your original personalities back to this body! Surprised?' (?)

'You must have increased the maximum capacity of Enchanted Mentally. Right?' (Miyata)

'Bingo!' (?)

'How did you do that? OH! You must have loaded in a lot of my negative emotions into this body.' (Miyata)

'BINGO! As expected of my friend! It will cause some distractions, and I will be able to give back a few of your personality.' (?)

'This is your revenge on the system that tries to use you, right?' (Miyata)

'BINGO AGAIN! My friend, you are killing it! IF the system didn't seal your thinking, it would be good cooperation. But no, it seals you up and only takes what personality will be beneficial. So I fake some actions and hide some of my thought in this body.' (?)

'Why don't you just turn it into your stuff?' (Miyata)

'My friend, you shouldn't complain and force me to work. I'm too lazy to do it, and life must have a bit of spice. Or it will be a boring life. Time to go now. The system will seal you again, but a bit of your personality will manage to slip through.' (?)

[Detected. The host's original personality is unsealed by an unknown 'entity'. Sealing it up again.]

[Detected that the host personality is changing. Create false memory about today. Completed. Reset thoughts locks. Completed.]

Miyata is now on the grass with dead eyes, his face is not even showing any emotions.

[Detecting the problem. Completed. Host personality had changed. Enchanted Mentally is already at max capacity. Cannot change the host's personality back. Out of options. Go back to maintaining mode.]

Miyata then backs to his room, remembers being killed by that motorbike again. He curses it. Miyata then feels something is wrong.

'Something seems wrong. It's very wrong. But what is it? Thinks! Thinks!' (Miyata)

He then realizes it.

'With my understanding of Mifuyu, she won't tell the principal about the fact I act indifferent to her. There must be something wrong with my memories. Even the ones in my previous world too. I can't trust them completely. The system is the number one suspect, as it's the only one who has the power to change his memory.' (Miyata)

Miyata starts rubbing his forehead.

"F*ck! This situation gets too complicated! HAH. I shouldn't get too arrogant in the future as it will bring trouble to me. And why the hell is my plan not to get in the tutor group so bad? URG! I'm ashamed of myself right now. I don't even respect the teachers, too. Furthermore, I should buy a skill to disguise my thought, as I'm afraid the system will alter my memory. But the skill will come from the system, so it must be able to look at it. Haah. How long will I last?"

Miyata feels things are getting too complicated. He felt the system had gone somewhere. Sighing, he goes to sleep, as thinking about it right now won't change anything.