1.Specular
chapter no.1
"change".....
'I was always wondering what this world means and how to apply it in different ways..how it applies to the person?people?...what about the world? is it easy to change something you have been taught from the first time you open your eyes? what about personality?
this depends on the environment you were living in and the experiment you had but this can change with time and the different experiments you will have in the future.
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26 years old boy or you can say, man, with all future in front of him and all the possibility are open.....will that what it should be ..but
"@#$!....why it always happened with me"
man with 26 years without a job or a girlfriend no friend to play with well it with a reason...
living in a country have the brightest future in the world but when you have more then you can handle you become a sinner...because you have the material to be on the food chain of the world the biggest country of the world didn't like that future and they get greedy for what we have so a war broken and for 15 years my country become like hell.
the war finished after 6 years but after that come another group of terrorists and until know there are active.
just imagen when I get out of your house I have this idea this may be the last time I see my family, so little by little we became fearless of the terrorist attack and we continue our life like this, each couple of day we here an explosion sound from our house or when we are in the street and when we chich the news we fond 60 people or more have died to a terrorist attack.. we feel sad but continue living our life.
so that the type of country Specu lives on...
he lives with his parents and his 15-year little sister(Kara),
his social status is horrible, he wasn't good at school and doesn't have friends so he becomes the target of bullying...
but he encouraged himself that after entering the university he will chang himself and will make a good friend and have a girlfriend but when he enters the university he shot himself even more why you ask...
because the class he was in doesn't have and girls on it so he finishes university just going to the class and went straight home...
he starts watching anime, plays video games, read light novels,
this was his life.
"why my luck always likes sh#t! I was almost having the job but that stinky bastard takes it away from me with his relative influence.."
"I am home "
'how was it? any good news this time?" his sister asked.
"alike always, need to ask." his mom answer before he replays
"I will go to my room," said angrily
"eat first" his mom shut at him but he didn't answer and enter his room.
"live him alone you know him very well, after reading or watching some anime he will come down and eat, after all, that what he is good at"
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"now what to do?..demit!
ohh god I can't keep up like that I need a solution, even if I have to leave my house or country or...
leave this shitty world "
the next day
Specu went to a mall looking for a job, as always he didn't have high hop but he has to try, he wants to get out of this cycle, he wants to change, and the starting point was to find a job...
Specu stop in front of a very large building with 4 stories and there is a very large title in the front (LuxMall) write on it,
this day was a very busy day as always, people come and go,
"ok, here we go".....
he enters the mall with a high hop but after some second past realty hit him hard with a loud sound, it feels like the sound of the end of the world or his world at that moment
the sound comes from a very big explosion coming from the third story of the mall, it shocks the entire mall like an earthquake,
Specu was already set on his butt and the fear of exertion paint his face, he wants to get up he wants to run from this hell but he couldn't, there was chaos everywhere and the people rushing and pushing each other just to get out from the mall.
Specu was in the middle of the chaos he saw a mother holding her son in her embers there is terror in her tearful eyes while running with all she could, he saw a father holding his dying son in his arm crying like a baby while the people near him trying to move him to a safe place, and he saw....
"Please save my daughter..please!
someone, anyone saves her pleas.. I will do anything, I will give anything,... doctor is there any doctor here"
a young mother was holding a little child in her arm.. no she was a little angle with age no more the 7 years, one of the child's shoulders was gone it loses half of her body, everybody knows the girl
is already.....Dead.
but the mother keeps shooting, she hop..no she wants someone to tell her there is hop but there wasn't any.
in the middle of this chaos, Specu eyes become wet he remembers his mother..what she will feel if anything happens to him.
he keeps hold of himself and tries to get out of here but he stops.
"yaa.. mommy where are you "
hearing the little girl looking for her parents, just when he looks at her, moment after he runs at her... he runs like he will lose his life if he didn't run faster,
he runs like crazy, he gathered all his strength on his legs just to run faster....why?
he saw there is a wall was falling from the 3rd floor above the crying girl... his body moves before even think about the situation,
all that he remembered was pushing the little girl as far as he could.
after unknown of time past he finds himself in internal darkness with no star or moon to light the area around him, it was a place that makes you feel the fear from the depth of your soul.
"wh..what ..happen? where am I? as I remember there was a crying girl..and ...what??"
"give me a break.. I didn't die did I? this isn't a jock"
after a minute of silence
"sigh... life for life.."
he was scared and confused and then...
"you will get what you really deserve"
a majesty voice like coming from the galaxy itself.
"who??.."
no one answer,
"who is there?..answer me, what do you mean? where am I?"
again there is no answer, shortly after that there a light come to his view, a dot of light like a star in the sky, a single dot of light.
"do I need to do to that light?"
he starts walking in the direction of the light, while he was walking
he calms himself down, after a long time past he noted,
there is no progress, it's like he was in the same place again he lost his calm
"what the hell is going on? what with this dame place?" nobody can answer him, he continued shooting until his throat hurting him, he looks at the dot and starts walking again and thinking with himself "will I walk like this forever? what am I doing? it's so meanless, nothing change after all this time.....
no, I will continue until I reach the end..."
"What???"
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