45. Good Attitude Katya.

After Katya came to Raenal's house and slapped the man hard enough to make Giral and Arra unable to say anything because Katya could do something like that. Whom Giral knows, Katya is a mature and understanding woman, even when Raenal is busy, Giral can't pick up Arra, not infrequently the woman wants to help Giral take Arra home.

Especially Katya's pleasant personality can compensate for the little things that Giral needs.

Then Ara. Katya for Arra is a good sister and sister too, forgetting the result whether Raenal will end up with Katya, Arra is only good friends with that woman with a conclusion that can't be searched too.

"Sorry," Raenal said with a guilty face when Katya just sat beside Katya who was driving her car. It's nine o'clock at night now, and the man didn't say anything other than ordering Raenal to get in his car and make the atmosphere even more silent.

Katya didn't say anything at all, the woman chose silence and started her car tonight, with the atmosphere getting more and more crowded, Raenal could only sigh heavily. "Honey, I'm sorry," Raenal said this time slightly lowering his ego just to fix things.

Tonight's chaos. The quarrel between Raenal and Giral and the other side of Katya that suddenly came out made Raenal's two sisters very afraid and did not believe what Katya had done to Raenal.

"I just can't bear the consequences for Giral."

"I'm angry, I'm worried. Arra comes home late, and Giral doesn't worry how I worry about Arra, then Giral says if he got a message from Arra that the girl will come home late."

"I as the older brother at home just feel annoyed, Arra is picky, the guy doesn't believe me, and prefers to send messages to Giral and who I am at home. Am I an older brother they don't- --"

"Bro, at least before you say this you have to reflect on what you have given to your one brother and one sister," Katya cut in slightly reducing how Raenal would talk about many things that Katya thought were only one-sided.

"I'm saying this just to wake you up, Arra did that because you were just busy working and studying. Your master's degree is more important than attention, your education is more important than love, what did Arra get from you?" Katya asked this time asking for the role that Raenal had given to Arra until the little girl only contacted Giral, her second older brother.

"Katya, you know I'm busy because I'm the eldest child. My responsibilities are not even small at all, besides I am responsible for setting a good example for my two younger siblings, helping my daddy company, giving high marks and examples of perfect educational outcomes, setting an example of good attitude and behavior so that---"

"Bro," Katya called this time in a soft voice but demanded a bit of an interruption to talk to Raenal. That second made Raenal only able to stop talking for the umpteenth time. "What did I do wrong, Katya?" Raenal asked finally asking the same woman made him understand even a little.

Just listen, not do and correct attitude. Don't all humans always do everything according to their logic and lust?

"Your only fault is not wanting to be blamed, Bro. No matter how big and small the problem is, if a problem arises because of you, you always blame others because you always set a good example and perfect results too."

"You forget the real fact if you forget how bad you are to the people around you...you are selfish, stubborn, want to win for yourself and always think everything you say is the right one without thinking about what other people think, even more so," he answered again this time. Katya said it on purpose now, after so long.

After everything went smoothly and after Katya dared to say in the situation that Katya had been waiting for, even though Katya didn't expect it with all of Raenal's injuries. "Katya," Raenal exclaimed, not accepting what Katya had said to him about himself. "Why, Bro?" Katya asked this time asking for an answer back from Raenal for her.

"I'm telling the truth, it's not that I haven't been honest with you in a long time. I just respect you so you don't get hurt when I tell you when I met you for the first time, if you had asked me to tell the truth and the truth, I would have said it from the start."

"It's not a problem for me to be like this either, it's just that I just wanted to tell you that I'm being honest right now." Raenal clenched her jaw, this time it was the man who was angry, Raenal hated being judged badly.

Even Katya has always been forced to accept Raenal's boss attitude and accept everything about his bad character. The good thing is that Raenal has everything besides wealth, attention, education, and all that is perfect in his body.

But his character is so bad, Katya even a little bit worried response to it, but things won't end the same either. "Bro," this time Katya called Raenal in a softer voice, the woman intended to draw attention to Raenal who was currently angry with her.

"I'm not telling a lie, I'm telling the truth. If you don't accept it, I don't force you," said Katya, the woman stopped her car and chose to turn off the car engine and got out of the car by letting Raenal stay in the car with her car keys.

Raenal saw Katya's cynical and silent face at him, the woman left him out, Raenal still didn't say anything even looked at the man's mother leaving, more than fifteen minutes Katya left him the place.

But Katya got into the car quickly making Raenal look away lazy and do the same thing since earlier.

"I'm sorry," said Katya for the umpteenth time having to give in to Raenal and apologize to Raenal for what he said. "No, not again. What you say is true. I am still selfish, immature,e and still have a lot to learn. I'm sorry," said Raenal again making Katya chuckle, the woman turned on the air conditioner to make the car cold.

Carrying a bag filled with medicine to clean Raenal's wound, the woman began to open the alcohol with a cotton swab that had a little drip on it.

Starting to take a seat facing Raenal and took his girlfriend's face which was slightly blue with fresh blood coming out. "I can see your face is no worse than Giral, are you so stupid to control your emotions that you almost killed your little brother?" Katya asked making Raenal who was cleaning her face with alcohol at that time.

"I'm just emotional," Raenal replied to Katya as a necessary answer, only Katya rolled her eyes lazily. "Giral will hate you even more after you hit her, even with the wound on her face and some of your cruel punches and cursing that managed to hurt her feelings. To what extent do you understand your mistake, Bro?" Katya asked at that second which made Raenal take a deep breath.

The two of them became silent after Katya asked and Raenal didn't answer, it took fifteen minutes to give Katya time to finish treating Raenal's wound.

After that Katya started to drive the car again and made Raenal accidentally say a question that made Katya annoyed with her again. "How do you know if Giral and I are fighting?" asked Raenal next.

"Arra called me, he said that your mother and father were not at home. It's natural that the woman was afraid and asked for your help, you are like a raging pig. What's going on, why did Giral get so angry and fight with you too?" Raenal shook his head slowly choosing to remain silent.

There's no answer to the fight between him and Giral, just not wanting to answer, doesn't mean there aren't other problems too.

"Oh, you don't want to answer it? You do." This time Katya also didn't want to take Raenal home, the woman turned her back on her journey making Raenal knit her brows slowly.

There's no way back, no way that leads to Katya's house, and just---. Wait!

"Where are you going? Is it to my apartment?" asked Raenal who was immediately sensitive to what Katya was thinking now, the woman nodded her head honestly.

"You are right."

"What for?"

"Nothing," he answered quickly, making Raenal even more confused with Katya's current mindset, the woman chose to finish driving and return to making the car quiet again.

"Why?"

"Katya, what exactly are you planning?" This time Raenal asked because he needed an answer, but the woman shook her head slowly.

Their journey didn't take a few minutes, and both of them started to arrive at the apartment making Raenal only follow Katya's wishes today. After reaching the lobby and asking for a one-bedroom apartment for the two of them they both started walking towards the seventeenth floor.

The floor always makes Raenal comfortable. After they arrived, the two began to sit on the same bed to settle their problems. "Why?"

"If you're going to keep being like this to me I can't stand you, Bro," Katya said the problems she had been thinking about, how Raenal played, how Raenal did everything,g and how Raenal kept everything a secret. "What's wrong with you? Is it just because I fought with Giral that you feel tired?" Raenal asked Katya to discuss the reason for the problem of their discussion. "No," answered Katya in a voice.

"Then?"

"I'm tired of all your attitude, I want to stop this relationship because I feel you and I are no longer the same goal. Bro, this relationship was created from the start to respect and love each other." Katya smiled wryly after that, her eyes spun around, and turned her face lazily away from Raenal.

"Here only I try to love you, here only you ask to be understood. We agreed to do it together, but if only I survived. Isn't this just a struggle, not a relationship?"

"Stop for a moment or finish now, Bro." Katya gives Raenal two painful choices. "I'm tired of giving in to you a lot."