2004

We get to the room and I see 4 incubators.

I get checked in and bands and ivs and all sorts of equipment hooked up to me. They take the monitors out of inside me and check to see if I'm dilating. All of this happens in 4 hours. I'm hungry and want food that's all I can think about.

Shawn and mark try to stay awake. Whenever they pass out I scream when I have contractions. 12 hours later my doctor comes in and said " if your 8 cm dilated than were going to take you to do the c section. "

" Ok. "

The pain is there but I fight through it. " Your 9 cm dilated. Are you ready mama. "

" Yes. "

I'm moved into a table and they set up a black tarp between me and them.

"We're going to start you might fell pinching. "

I am just in a daze. I am hungry that's all I think about. Food. I can't wait to eat.

" Mama do you want the boys circumcised. "

" Yes. "

I feel nothing and hear her say " it's a boy. "

I hear crying. Good. " We're going to do the circumcisions.

I can only nod. I'm tired.

The doc said baby b is a boy, I hear crying but it's not the same as baby a, I hear 2 more cry's and pass out.

I wake up and see all of my babies. Peacefully drinking milk. I realize I'm sitting up. " What happened. "

" You self-consciously pumped your milk and we helped you. "

" So we are going to be spending a lot of time together. "

" Most likely. "

A nurse walked in and said " oh your up. "

" Yah I pumped that much milk already. "

" Yah your ducts were full already. "

" I don't feel pain is that good. "

" It's not usual. And you'll be discharged today. "

He takes my vitals than left. Mark said " I got you food. "

" Thanks. "

" The babies are going to be named before we leave so we can get their certificate. "

" Ok. "

Mike Johnson Harrison

Leo Kyle Harrison

Trixie Dixie Harrison

Mason Jerold Harrison

I said and he wrote them down. We fill out the papers hand them to a nurse she said it will be 4 hours. I breastfeed the babies and pump constantly. Mark and Shawn grab the car seats from the car.

They get back and said " some people said " good luck. " We changed the kids into clothes and Shawn hands me clothes. " You probably want to be out of a hospital gown. "

I go into the bathroom and change into sweet pants and a nursing t shirt. I go back to the rocking chair. The doctor opens my doctor looks at my chart and said " your free to go. "

" All of us. "

" Yes and I wish you luck. "

We get the birth certificates and put them in the diaper bag. Along with the diapers. We put them in the car seats And I grab Mike and Trixie. Mark grabbed mason and Shawn grab Leo. We start walking out I realize I'll be here with 4 babies alone for 1/3 of the day. Mark will be there after work and half of the night. I have a cleaner already.

We reach the Durango. Yah we switched sold the truck and car for a 8 person car. I get in the back The boys are put in front of me. Trixie is next to me.

We drive the 1 hour to my house.

I get settled in mark said " I have 4 weeks off and so does Shawn. "

" Ok I'm going to pump and can you put them on their beds. "

" Yah. And I'll make lunch. "

It has been 3 months I haven't left the house I look at mark and Shawn. " Let's go to the beach. "

" You sure. "

" Yes. I want to leave the house. "

" Ok we will pack our stuff and yours. "

" Grab my bag off the bed it's already ready for me and the kids. "

Shawn grabbed the suitcase and said " how much shit do you have in this. "

" My brest pumps and the kids clothes and toys and bottles my clothes. "

" I'll put it in the Durango. "

" I'll get the kids ready. "

Shawn grabbed his suitcase and put it in the car. I get the stroller and kids together.

I put my wireless pump in my bra. The babies are still drinking milk but it's half and half. Half formula.

Mark said " ready. "

" Yes. "

I grab 2 car seats Shawn and mark grab the other 2. I put the boys in and mark puts Trixie in.

4 hours later we reach the hotel. I said " I'm going to go to the bathroom and change the kids. "

I put them in the stroller and head to the bathroom. I go into the handicap stall. A woman looks at me in judgement. She said " you should save that for a disabled person. "

" I'm not going to leave my children out in public were someone can take them. So I'm going to use the bathroom. "

" you are disrespectful. " I had enough. I said " I gave birth to 4 babies all at once I have been homebound for 3 months with only 4 crying babies so if you don't want me to pee in your purse I would leave. "

She huffs and leaves. I go into the handicap stall and pee. I than changed the kids.

Shawn and mark are checking in.

" A 3 bedroom suite and how many room keys. "

" 3 "I said.

She looks at our bags and the stroller. " Do you need help. And we have a daycare. "

" And here is a discount for the mini bar. "

I said " thanks. "

We take the elevator to the 168th floor.  It stops at the 100th floor. I can't believe eyes. Ryan Reynolds. Is here. " I'll take the next one. " He said. I said " you can fit. " Holy crap I'm talking to Ryan Reynolds.

" How about a picture and I'll ride with you."

"Ok. "

Mark holds my phone takes the picture. We reach the 150th floor. He gets off and held the door for a second.

" Are you all co parenting. "

" I'm the diner and we're all friends so it equals out. "

" 4 kids. "

We kept going up the door opened I only see 4 rooms on the floor.

I find our room and it has a full size living room, Full size kitchen, and 3 full size bedroom. I start to set up the kids beds and mark said " I'm going to feed the kids. "

" Ok."

I finished setting up the beds mark and Shawn come in with the babies all asleep.

" so after their nap we can head down to the beach. "

" Sounds good.  "

We head to the beach the kids are looking all around. Mark and Shawn are watching the kids while I go into the ocean. I head back the kids are touching the sand. I see a beach house and it's for sale. I grab a flyer and take it back to Shawn.

He sees me and said " I found a house. "

" Is it that one. "  I pointed to the house.

" Yes. "

" Let's buy it. " Mark said.

" Ok I'll contact the realtor. "

While I Brest feed I call the realtor. " Hi I'm kasondra I'm looking at a house. It's at 3486 beach bay. "

" Yes that one has been on market for 3 years. "

" When is your next available showing. "

" This Friday at 3. "

Mark and Shawn nodded. " That works. "

" I'll see you than. "

I hang up look at the ocean, than mark. " When is lunch. "

" There is a steak house in the hotel. "

" Ok. I'll drop the kids off at the daycare."

" The kids are welcome. "

" Ok."

We wash the sand off and head to the hotel.  I change into a pair of jeans and a long sleeve shirt. The kids are sleeping I put them in the car seats. We take them to the restaurant. " The Host said " table for 7

."

" yes."

I look at the tables.  We sit in a corner. I order a medium rare t bone. Mark and Shawn order theirs about 30 minutes later the food arrives. There is not much flavor. But it's ok.

The kids wake up when we're about to leave. I give them a bottle. We get to the room and sleep.

The house is big and amazing. I write a check and they said " it's all yours.

Francis pov: I sobered up for 6 months and I still can't get rid of the voices. I reach the hospital and Hellen said " why did we fuck. "

" Because I love you. "

" I'm a bad influence I wanted you to have a abortion but I was out numbered. We're both to young. "

" I want a baby and it's coming so if you want to leave now is the chance. "

I stay with her through all of the labor and delivery. I have left over drugs I can sell to pay for medical bills. "

We get to take wrench home. I stole my mom's car she didn't care. She gave me the pink slip. We get to her apartment it's in a average neighborhood.

        The next 3 Months I paid off the bills. But I have a bad feeling. I get home from my " job. " See a officer waiting at my dinner table with Hellen Breastfeeding wrench. " Is everything ok. "

         Hellen said " you said you were quiting. "

        " I figured you would want to say goodbye. " The cop said. " Hellen I want to be in my kids life I will try my best. When I get out. " I put my hands behind my back. " I kiss wrench and told Hellen to give a note that I wrote to him when he was born when he's 16.