1: Lost

I want to keep on living. I am not satisfied with how my life turned out. I have billions in my bank account but I got no family, blood is cut. If someone will ask me about my greatest regret, that would be it.

How did I get here?

I remembered the time when I was just a little girl, loved by the family, and carefree. I have my parents to provide and guide me as I grow, but all things changed in a snap of a finger.

I became an orphan that no one wants. No family, no love, no money. My relatives cared for me at first, I became happy. But one rainy day, reality hit me. The so-called relatives only cared for the money my parents left for me. They kept me half-full until I turned 18 and then left me to fend for myself.

I worked my ass off until I graduated. In today's era, work is hard to get. So, me, a college graduate from a state university, naturally has to stay at the back and let those eligible graduates from prestigious universities to occupy higher positions. I started as a part-timer in the company. I received low salary that won't get me by everyday so after office hours, I worked as a waitress in a restaurant. I worked day and night tirelessly until I got enlightened and start doing small business. It grew and grew until it became big. But the consequence of that is having no family and poor health.

Sometimes I wonder, what really is my purpose in life?