Fayez_Mudi
here is another crazy guy then, I started my adventure with anime, after I watched lot of them it got boring so I went to Mangas, same happened with Manga and went to novels and by accident, I found one fanfic about marvel and here I am, reading ton of fanfics everyday, writing my own ones with terrible Grammer I have.
I'm like that too, I wish I was born in some fanfic world or something, I can't get out of this imaginary world anymore. I wanted to start writing all my ideas and how I would act if I went to another world, but my writing is horrible, I write very badly, in my head the story is interesting, but when I start writing, it's rubbish.
just remind yourself that there is no free will for a being with a beginning(birth) and end(death) and only an infinite entity with an infinite mind or whatever it uses to process information and take action. so all those escape fantasy don't matter even if it was possible -__- it's a very method to crush your expectations of reality/fantasy