Everything became a Nightmare

when night comes and the moon shines. When you wanted to sleep but can't. When you are hunted by memories, when you dream of the past and that all of it become nightmares. When those good memories you shared together scared you more than the boogeyman. When sleeping became a struggle.

To stop dreams, you would start to stay awake as much as possible. to exhaust ones own body to have a few hours of dreamless sleep.

Awake but always tired. Dark eyebags that wont go away.

Struggling to move on and trying to leave the past behind. Such adversity.

To others I am just being pathetic, can't move from a single break up. From a guy who left me behind, But I got used to that guy. My every waking day, those simple mannerism that I used to do, from just texting, talking to him, thinking of him while shopping, and to those small things. I have very few friends and so my world almost revolve around him. For almost a decade, I was content on just knowing that I have him. Whatever happened, I can always go to him. But now, It just stop, from a single "I have enough", everything crambled down. Everything became a nightmare.