I've been in that kind of pain that you're describing once in my life, and not much made it better. But it was only five days. I can't imagine 10-15. You are strong Author-san! We believe in you! Rest well!
thank you for what you have wrote and will write while recovering, just relax and we will still be here for ya, true fans will never leave your side even when things are tough in life 🥰❤