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nightmares, anxiety, freaking overthinking, insecurity,

numbness, recurring instability, losing emotions, emptiness,

depression, overwhelming feelings,... Before all of these

things. I am a boy who was a nerd, idiot, in two words

Nevertheless thought I would end up in a situation like

This.....

In front of the person who I least wanted to meet now.

But I know there's no turning back since it comes to this

133 days after..my

Ex dumped me. On this day it's all going down

A lot of new thoughts flooded my mind

Mainly.How it all started

Where did it go wrong...

But I was never the same after that day.