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(Not) Protagonist NTR

A man was dying in his own office while thinking about everything he had achieved in life, feeling that he had no outstanding issues, as he collapsed on the floor. Upon waking up, he realizes that not only was he dead, but he had even been revived in a series of NTR novels as the protagonist who has everything taken away from him and follows the path to become the man who takes women for revenge. The one who was deceived in his past life now has to prevent all the heroines from meeting a tragic end, even if they are not by his side. He only wishes for all of them to have a happy ending and tries not to become the man who destroys relationships

TheRenitos · Sci-fi
Not enough ratings
38 Chs

Childhood Period: Childhood Friend

Upon turning on the water tap, I began to scrub the white hair stained with paint from hands.

-Close your eyes, please.

-Yes...

As I lather soap in my hands, I generate foam that begins to fall on her hair.

-"She obeyed me after cleaning her face that needed washing." Tell me if it hurts the way I wash you.

-Yes...

Her voice sounded subdued as I rubbed the foam into her hair.

-"Himejima Saeko, she is the main heroine in the game, being the girlfriend of the protagonist." Now I'll remove the soap.

-...Yes...

Very docile, she let herself be guided towards the water as I washed her long hair, revealing its silver color.

-Do those kids always bother you?

-...Yes...

After turning off the water tap, I took out my small towel to prevent the water from dripping on her face.

-"It's strange; in the story, it mentions that they met in the third year, and because they were very shy, they quickly formed a friendship. But at this moment, it hasn't been half a year in kindergarten yet." It will remain wet; it's better to go to a teacher for...

-Tell me something, child.

-How do you know my name?

As she spoke, the girl turned towards me, her blue eyes fixed on me, while I had my hands on both sides of her head, holding the towel.

-"Oops, I spoke aloud." Well...

-Yes?

Being so close, I looked away nervously.

-I heard it, yes, I heard it from the kids.

-You're lying...

-I'm not lying.

-Those... kids... call me old lady... garden dwarf... hobbit... no one calls me by my name.

-And the teacher?

-She calls me Himejima.

Her eyes seemed to fill with tears, and her lips were twisted, showing her disgust.

-"Oh, I didn't know that; I think I don't remember many details. I must be more careful with that."

-Answer me, child. Who are you, and how do you know my...

-Your brooch.

My hands moved her face away, which was approaching me each moment.

-We write our names on our brooches; I see you do the same, and the calligraphy is very good.

The girl lowered her face, searching on her shirt for a brooch stained with paint that was hanging.

-My name is Kijima Kaito.

-With a gesture, I pointed to my shirt with my brooch.

-Oh... thank you... Kijima-san.

-Come on, don't be so formal with me; just call me Kai, like all my friends.

The girl turned to look at me, her eyes wide open.

-...But... we just met today.

-Yes, and I already like you. Come and play with us.

Saeko, with both hands, grabbed the lower part of her uniform.

-I'm weird, that's what they always say. I look very old, and my face looks very small.

-You know, don't think too much and come with me. We're playing, and we're going for a snack, will you join us?.

The girl stretched out her hand trembling towards me.

-I trust you; I... want... to take that step.

When she uttered those words, for a moment, my sight and mind went blank.

-"I didn't expect to hear that phrase again."

-I already knew; it's much worse...

Saeko began to lower her hand as her eyes filled with tears, lowering her head.

-Tha...

Taking her hand before lowering it, I held it with both of my hands.

-I didn't expect such a lovely person to accept my invitation so quickly.

-Huh?

-"I must be more careful; I almost left her crying."

As I interlocked her fingers with mine, I started walking, pulling her a little.

-I'll introduce you to everyone, so we must hurry. I don't want to eat sweet and sour pork today.

-Yes.

Saeko began to smile as she wiped away tears with her uniform sleeve. She started taking steps behind me.

-"Even if I didn't know you, I would say it's very cruel treatment. We should have met in the third year, but something changed."

-Kaito-kun, don't you mind if I walk beside you?

-"And it will get worse in the future; developers have no mercy, especially on such an innocent girl." Of course.

As we started walking, a boy emerged from the bushes.

-Kai-kai, are you a hero?

-No, and you just revealed yourself, even if the game continues, I won that extra portion of milk.

-Ohhh, but this doesn't count.

As she started to giggle, Saeko, beside me, began to approach my shoulder.

-You're as soft as a teddy bear.

-"I should have studied more about this video game subculture; I can't understand how they find pleasure in hurting a girl like this just to give her that ending."

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POV Saeko

- "There are many things I don't understand since I entered school, and this is one of them."

 

- Kai-kai, I want to negotiate.

 

- A deal is a deal; you shouldn't break your promises.

 

The blue-haired boy began to pout while tightly holding Kaito's hand and pulling me closer to his shoulder.

 

- Himejima-san, help me.

 

- I think you shouldn't be so harsh Kaito-kun.

 

- No, Saeko, he must be responsible like any good man.

 

Although Kaito looked like a teddy bear, he was like a knight giving orders to his subordinate; his voice was firm, and he didn't let go of my hand, even as we walked. His grip wasn't very strong.

 

- "Since I entered this school, I've felt very out of place; I'm just a black spot that exists for insults."

 

- "I'm very different, no matter where I am: a hospital, my home, and now my school, but now..."

 

- Saeko, if you're thinking there's no place for you, you can take mine; I'll talk to the teacher.

 

- Ehh?

 

- There go Kai-Kai's favors; he's always ready to help anyone.

 

Hiding my face on Kaito's shoulder, we kept walking.

 

- "This is weird, I'm scared, dad... mom... I don't know why..."

 

Trembling, I reflexively hugged his arm.

 

- "This is weird, no..."

 

Trembling, my breath began to feel heavy. I felt a hand on my head playing with my hair, warm fingers that were slowly...

 

- Alright, calm down, I'm here, or maybe I'm scary?

 

- No, Kai-kai, what you give is laughter.

 

- You'll be...

 

Kaito didn't release his hands from where they were before, still holding my hand and caressing his head.

 

- "What am I saying? He said to accompany him; I'm foolish." Hey, Kaito-kun.

 

- Yes, sorry, I scared you by being impulsive; maybe you don't like sharing utensils.

 

- "It's easier to say that I don't have a place at the school table." It's not that, but I don't...

 

- Hey-

 

Another girl's voice interrupted my quieter voice.

 

- Don't just stand here; they've already started serving snacks.

 

- Won't you ask if we won?

 

- I think it's obvious that Kai won; he gets a double portion of curry according to the bet.

 

- I want her to eat my extra portion; is that okay?

Looking up, I saw Kaito very serious talking to the other girl.

- No problem because it's for you, but it will get cold if you wait here.

 

- Then, other races; whoever arrives first wins the milk.

 

- Hey, not...

 

- 1...2...go.

 

The blue-haired boy ran off, leaving us behind.

 

- Wait, well, it's not time to think; it's time to run, Saeko.

 

- Uhmm?

 

Kaito held my hand tighter to run after him, watching his back from behind; I followed his pace.

 

- "Mom, dad, I still don't understand many things, but I think men's backs are very big."

 

- "Although I've only read and heard about fantasy all my life, I think something is true now."

 

With interrupted breath, I reached Kaito on the other side of the courtyard, which looked very calm.

 

- And I won again.

 

- That's cheating, Kai-Kai.

 

- "Friends exist."