1 Sad/Depressing

Darkness is all around me

When will I see the light?

I hear voices in my head

They grow louder by the day

'Die' 'Kill yourself'

Why? Why me of all people

Is it because I have a drunk mother?

abusive father? Ducked up life?

Maybe I should die?

Would that be better

*knock knock*

Someones tapping

Someones rapping

Learn me?

let me know?

Why cant I be at peace

Die

death would that be to easy for me?

No

Yes

No

Yes

all I hear and see

When will I be at peace and heal myself

Cut

cut

I cut myself every day to relieve the pain I feel. To make the darkness go away.

The pain feels good

*Drip*

Its red

My blood

Beautiful reminds me of a sunset

Its alot

puddle

I feel dizzy

slipping into the darkness

*noises*

I think I hear someone something

yelling?

talking?

Darkness came fast

*Beep* *Beep*

I hear a machine

Alive?

so they wont let me die?

why not?

They asked me to

Plastic tube connects to my arm

Can I end it?

Yes I shall

Pulls on an endless road to death

Yama who will he be?

what will death be like?

heaven?

hell?

Darkness comes again welcomes me

This time

This time he will never let me go. It will be my home. Forever

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