Important

Before starting the story I'd like to discuss some important things regarding it. PLEASE READ THIS cause it contains the trigger warnings and other important details.

1) First and foremost I'd like to point out the trigger warnings. This story contains the mention of abuse, mental illness, sexual assault and self sabotage to a great deal. If you're sensitive to such subjects, avoid reading this. Also this is a BL STORY. BL AS IN BOYS LOVE, IF YOU'RE NOT INTERESTED IN READING ABOUT TWO BOYS LOVING EACH OTHER THEN AVOID THIS I GUESS LOL. I'd also like to clear another thing and that is the fact that I don't fetisize (is that even a word idk but we'll just go with it) or want to fetisize gay people, or their relationships, I'm just writing this story cause I'm comfortable with writing this genre right now also with this story I want to point out child abuse towards males which are in most cases overlooked but I don't know if I'm good enough at expressing my ideas through words so it will help me if anyone reads this and leaves a few comments on if I was successful at doing so or not.

2) This story doesn't glamorize, mental illness, abuse, self sabotage or any of those unscrupulous things. I've tried to mention those points as brutally as I could make myself to mention those. I don't know if I was successful or not but I tried. So don't expect this to be too flowery. I mean the romance is of course there at the center but I've taken time to highlight the important issues in this book as well.

3) The book has a complicated plot line plus it's a slow story with regards to the plot, so you have to read it till the end to understand it.

4) The story deals with mature content and has the mention of s*x, dr*gs and such things.

5) Okay I think I'm mostly done just a few more things, I'll update this story three times a week that is Saturday, Sunday and Thursday. There will be trigger warnings given before chapters that contain sensitive topics. Okay now let's get started.