B2.1 Nothing Breaks Like My Heart
Long Shen was sitting in his van while his manager discussed his role in this new movie outside with the director. He was sitting dazedly, staring blankly at himself in the wide mirror in front of him. Long Shen was an impeccably handsome man even without makeup. All his makeup was done to accentuate his facial features even more.
Long Shen chuckled when he saw his face again. This had been the 41st rewind. At this point, he might go crazy over this.
He had tried to kill himself over and over in many ways just to return back to that world and meet James Grind again. At first, he was afraid of the pain of death. But after more than 40 attempts, all those deaths meant nothing compared to the pain in his heart.
He was in so much pain because he couldn't return to that time when he was a mafia overlord named Long Zhen, with a lover named James Grind.
A lover that he loved so much, yet he hurt so much.