Ep 7

I went to my bed barely leaving my shoes in the hall, wishing I could calm my racing heart. It had not been more than a single day and I already had a friend, a weird guy with whom I did weird things, not to mention that half of the university apparently hates me for getting close to a dominant alpha.

-What a day ... -I sighed- If I had known that it would be so troublesome, I would have been locked up.

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-Aunt !! - He screamed as he ran through the spacious field of that place

-Do not go too far! -My aunt said something worried

-I'm fine-I ran as fast as I could, it was the first time they had let me go out to the patio of the house and it was an exciting experience, I did not know the texture of the grass or the smell of flowers.

Every time I asked why I couldn't go out, my aunt said that I was very sickly and somewhat allergic, so anything would harm me, but since it was a special occasion like my 12th birthday, I asked my aunt if she could leave me as gift to go to the patio for a short time, she left me and that was how I could finally feel everything that I could only observe through my window every day, I longed to be able to touch everything, to know what it felt like to have dirt in your shoes or to get wet with clothes on.

-Aunt I can get wet in the lake-Ask looking at that beautiful crystalline lake

-Just a little- smiled my aunt approaching me

In my aunt's patio there was a beautiful lake which I always saw every time I was somewhat anxious, looking at it helped me to clear my mind and calm me when I was furious, seeing how the sun reflected. I couldn't take off my shoes because my emotion was bigger.

-Joshua you must take off your shoes !!! - My aunt raised her voice

I didn't want to, but I was right it was better to feel everything first, I took off my shoes and socks leaving them on the shore, now I could feel that feeling

-This is feeling free -Emotivated I started to move my feet, the stones bothered a bit but what did it matter - Is that ...? - They were small fish passing under my feet, I did not hesitate and I threw myself back never before I had swum or floated but felt that it was not the first time I had.

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-I miss my aunt's house -Sighing something nostalgic- But I couldn't do anything after her death… .. I decided it was time to sleep, I did not think much and fell asleep, the next morning my body feels something strange -mm… .nm….-I complain when I get out of bed, I look at the nightstand next to my bed at a calendar which was marked with a flower -It can't be… .ahhhgh-I complained pulling myself towards back- Today my jealousy begins- Angry I start to turn over in bed It was normal to spend my jealousy locked up masturbating, but I didn't want to this time I felt like something else

-Everything is Sebastian's fault- I cursed in my mind remembering yesterday's event- I can't miss class- I looked at my dresser again looking at my pills- I think I'll have to take "that pill". When I got my heat, my aunt gave me a purple pill, she told me to only use it in case of emergencies, this pill would help me dissipate my jealousy for a few hours- Today ..- Look at a calendar that I had on top of my dresser , this indicated the days of classes that I had and the subjects that touched me- It does not touch me for many hours so I think it will help me for today- Usually my zeal lasts 3 days but sometimes only 1 day- I think This pill lasts 4 hours - I didn't think about it anymore and took it, grabbed a glass of water that I always have with me on my dresser and drank it - Well it's time to go!

I said animated wishing this would work or else I would have a lot of problems.