"I know you have secrets ad you must have been lying to me but it is okay. I don't care. I don't care about the secrets and the truth; I only want you to stay alive no matter what. Even if it is torture to you, you must keep living."
Call me selfish if you wish since I was making a request that will possibly benefit me alone. I did not care at all. Yeah, I was not thinking about how hard it must have been for him in the past and I was not going to because I believed life could be easier for him if I tried my best.
He must have been shocked by the words I spoke because he was silent as he stared at me. "That sounded like an order you are giving me no other options than to obey, right?" he asked me seriously but I could see that hidden mockery as well as surprise in his eyes.
I blushed. That was not what I wanted it to sound I have never considered ordering him an option after all he was the king. Take note of the word 'was'.