Those pain cames back

Jin: "that was so heart touching, thank you for all of that y/n" he smiled and you did the same "let's change the question!"

Jungkook: "are you single? how many ex's do you have?" he asked and the others really want to know it but you just chuckled

Y/n: "I'm not in a relationship and i only have one ex" you said that makes them shocked

Taehyung: "what?! one?!"

Y/n: "yes, first year of high school when i had a boyfriend and when we broke up, i became an army"

Jungkook: "but why you only have one?"

Y/n: "hellooo! you and y'all steal my heart that's why i didn't care about those boys who likes me! y'all make me fall inlove!" you said that makes them laughed

Y/n: "I SURRENDER TO SINGLENESS BECAUSE I CAN'T MARRY BTS"

Jimin: "no, i won't trust you this time, you lied to us twice." he said and alexa went down in time

Alexa: "no she's not lying, when she's still in 7th grade she had a boyfriend and after they break up, she became a fan of y'all. if you still don't believe then ask all the boys around the world if they had a relationship with her..she's single until now even though bts already disbanded"

Y/n: "still don't believe me?" you smiled

Jimin: "we believe"

Taehyung: "and that's why you said the word AGAIN that night when you said don't make me fall inlove again, it's because you're an army"

Y/n: "yeah"

Yoongi: "so i want to know the only reason you said earlier why you bought that piano" he said and you stood up and sat at the piano and played the We Are Bulletproof the eternal

Y/n: "it's because of you, i learned how to play piano because i want to play bts songs" you said while playing the piano and they all just smiled, you went back to the sofa again.

Rm: "can you share how's the army life to us?"

Y/n: "this will hurt me again but i will....i'm sure that the story that i'm going to tell was all the

same of armys...being army is hard and i know that being idol is more harder, i'm still an student but i already have a full time job because of y'all. armys life is so fun amazing and unforgettable! imagine, you just woke up and you're checking updates about them already and there's still so many things that it's so fun... i entered the kpop world that has a one special rule and that is don't fall inlove with your idol, but i didn't follow that 'cause it's so damn hard. i became an imaginary person because of the love i have for all of you, i fell inlove so hard that i don't even know how to end that love. i tried to unlove you all as man and just love you as an idol but i failed, i tried that 'cause i'm slowly realizing that one of you will never be mine and it hurts a lot knowing that, 'cause the man i love never know that i exist so i tried to give up all, sometimes when i'm thinking about y'all got married someday, my tears will just escape from my eyes that it's not going to stop anymore. i just tried and tried and accepted that one day y'all will going to disband and will leave the kpop world and will have a family soon but from the start i promised to my self that i'm going to stay with you until my last and i'm achieving it, so when i'll found out that one of you or all of you had a girlfriend and get married already, it will hurt me a lot that i will feel like there's no other reason anymore to live my life, you are my inspiration--" your voice cracked as your tears fell down on your cheeks but you still continued

Y/n: "so for the lucky 7 girls out there, i want them to hold you so tight, make you feel that you're special in this world and love you more than i can" you said while your tears falling down

Y/n: "and i remember it jungkook, that's why you want to talk to an army because you also want to know what all of you were back then and i'm going to answer it....YOU ALL ARE LEGENDS in that word has it all" you smiled wiped your tears but still flowing, jungkook who's crying too stood up and hugged you

Jungkook: "i'm sorry for leaving you all" he said crying

Y/n: "you have to live your life and do what you wants too, so it's okay now. armys accepted it" you said and patted his back

Y/n: "excuse me for a while" you said, your tears won't stop falling 'cause all the pain came back so you want to be alone for a while, you just left them and even some of them was crying and you went to your room.

Jin: "it hurts, y/n express it all, the happiness that we gave to army and also the pain we gave to them" he said as his tears falling down

Taehyung: "we got hurt too because leaving them was never easy but it feels like they are more hurt than us"

Rm: "all those pain came back and it hits me so hard, y/n...she's hurt again too" he said and looked down

Taehyung: "i'll go to comfort her" he said as he stood up and went to your room