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Lothur Ritter mysteriously died on Earth and suddenly transmigrated to a bizarre cultivation world. Now in a new body, full of problems related to his predecessor and surrounded by uncertainties and doubts about his new reality, Lothur will face the arduous journey of cultivation with the help of a system. However, can he trust the system? Why he? What is so special about him that it has been chosen? Where will he end up? And what about this Lost Tree? Well, Lothur will pursue these questions while exploring the wonderful, vicious, and incomparable cultivation world! *** Notice: This is a fantasy story and, as such, is not related to any fact of reality. Disclaimer: I don't own the cover; if its original creator wants me to take down or put credit, leave a message in any chapter, and I'll do it as soon as possible. https://discord.gg/4437dvvk9x

*** My health has been very poor this year alongside loosing my mother-in-law and cat so I'm sorry but this will be rewritten and finished when I'm well, I'm doing it all offline in my rare creative moments, hopefully with a more mature touch *** [WARNING: Mature Themes (smut, violence, murder, suicide, domestic violence, etc.)] --------- Waking up naked and alone with a murderer, without a single memory, she relies on System to understand her existence in another person's body. --------- Still don't know if you should read me? Here's a quick breakdown to help you make up your mind if this novel is right for you: This is my own twist on the QuickTransmigration System genre, giving it a more 'spiritual' twist. It explores sensitive themes throughout each arc and I will do my best to give trigger warnings at the start of chapters containing them. It is written in the first person and revolves around a female lead (FL). This is a weak-to-strong novel, she will have heavy flaws and make repeated mistakes and seem generally weak at the start, bear with her as she grows. Romance is a heavy theme within the story that contains a lot of smut, with more than one character. However, there is only one male lead in the end. The story is less about fluffy romance, instead, it's a journey of growth and self-discovery, revolving around the main storyline. Although, each Arc will have its own separate storyline that will have an impact on the main storyline with both new and reoccurring characters (so skipping arcs is not advised). I have currently written the rough drafts for four arcs at the point of writing this: 1. Ghosts & Guns 2. How do you keep a child alive in the Zombie Apocalypse? 3. Abducted by Aliens 4. Freed by the Fae Folk 5. .... --------- --------- Cover Art made by myself, using nightcafe AI Art, check out my page, I'm attempting to make novel art and character art for each arc: https://creator.nightcafe.studio/u/Raychbunni

DEAR GHOST FRIENDS, Help me to grow by letting me know what you think about my poems. THE POET is my first poem collection book and this is where I have been purging my emotions in tenses for a decade. Every title defines reality, every stanza traces back to spirituality, and every line bears my joy, my pains, and tribulations.

I was an freak. The only thing that ever felt right, the only thing that ever felt like *me*, was being make love with my Alpha mate by the lakeshore. But the scent of it，It would send my mother into a silent, cold fury. She was a witch of immense power, abandoned long ago by my werewolf father. To her, our fated bond wasn't a blessing，it was a betrayal. A grotesque repetition of the mistake that created me—a living reminder of the wolf-blood she despised flowing in her daughter's veins.

"In this life, I will find the meaning of my existence!" - Dawn Dawn was bedridden since young, unable to move his body. Because of his disability, everyone treated him with disdain. However, he wasn't much affected, but when his parents also forgot about him, he was filled with anger. He wanted to question God about why he was given such a miserable fate. Finally, his life came to an abrupt end. Strangely, however, that wasn't the end for him—he awakened in a strange new world that might allow him to find the answers that he desperately sought. To his surprise, the new world was no different than the old. On the very first day, he was sent to a strange dimension known as the Eternal battlefield. But thankfully, he was fortunate enough to awaken the 'Superhero Class.' This class changed everything. With the help of these skills, he grew stronger at an insane speed and became powerful enough to find god and ask them the reason for his existence. Why does he exist? Why does this world exist? Why did he live such a miserable life? Nothing could stop him from finding the answers to these questions—no young master, no super villainess, not even reality itself. ....... discords -https://discord.gg/egZYREvZbD

(21+) -FANTASY ROMANCE- Bukankah dicintai seseorang yang hidup di zaman yang bukan saat ini merupakan hal yang sangat membingungkan? Dan bukankah hal itu juga akan terkesan rumit jika dijelaskan dengan kata kata? Inilah yang dialami Lorry Cornor atas apa yang didapatkannya. Mendapatkan seseorang yang selalu menguntitnya setiap hari, membuatnya selalu marah. Tetapi, kenapa setiap kali dia mengejarnya dalam kemarahan, seseorang itu seakan tidak pernah biasa dia dekati? Seakan dia sudah lama berlari, namun tetap saja terasa jauh darinya. Seseorang itu memang selalu menguntitnya kemanapun dia pergi. Tapi, jika Lorry Cornor tahu apa yang sebenarnya terjadi, ada satu hal yang sangat dinanti oleh seseorang itu. Yaitu 'sebuah penantian yang sangat panjang'. Dan seseorang itu telah hidup secara berabad abad lamanya dikala segala kutukan yang terjadi, terus berjalan hingga sampai detik ini. Dialah sang Vampir. Sang Vampir yang menginginkan wanita itu kembali kepadanya. #Tidak akan ada yang namanya kutukan, jika Sang Penguasa Kegelapan tidak ikut campur diantara kehidupan mereka yang sebelumnya. ........... Ada hal banyak yang tak akan terduga bagaimana kisah ini terjadi kepada wanita yang bernama Lorry Cornor ini "RANK 4 IN WRITING CONTEST BY ME" #SELALU UPDATE SETIAP SENIN-JUMAT #JANGAN KETINGGALAN YA, TEMANS ^^

[Warning! : R-18] [No Netorare, No Loli] Wei Yan has now been reincarnated. In his previous life, he was a 9-5 worker who died from exhaustion, having worked seven jobs at once. Since he was tired of always following others' paths, why not create his own? Armed with his tenacity, and his "golden finger," a Pagoda, with its various functions and features that accompanied him since he was in his mother's womb, he (alone in that world) became invincible and possessed wealth, knowledge, and many women, even before he entered his final year of middle school. Wei Yan didn't know it, but the world he now inhabited was merely a vast stage set in a mishmash of urban novels, some of which he had read. And when Wei Yan learned this, the thought crossed his mind that this world would only get more interesting... (sorry for poor story at the beginning. at least read three chapters first...)

This is the story of a kid who was born weak, and who endured many hardships. Despite everything, after all the pain and struggle, the world eventually came to recognize his existence. But this isn't just the story of a kid who became powerful enough to face the world—it’s the story of a soul who always questioned his place in it. He questioned life, death, and meaning itself. And in his search, he discovered something that others couldn’t. He was someone who challenged even his own thoughts. A forgotten life, a questioning soul—that’s what brought this world salvation.

To be resurrected, Lin Zhi binds herself to a system and transmigrates into different book worlds, becoming cannon fodder destined for tragic endings. But Lin Zhi refuses to follow the script. In every world, she fights to rewrite her fate. (1) The Scheming Gold-Digging Stand-In Used by the male lead as a tool to win over the female lead, Lin Zhi refuses to be discarded. Since he wants to use her? Then she’ll make a countermove—get pregnant first, flip the board, and end up with the real overbearing CEO. (2) The First Wife Fated to Die Early in a “Cousin” Story The reborn female lead knows her older male cousin will hold immense power in the future—and that he has always loved her. This time, she vows not to let him go. Only… “Sister-in-law, why aren’t you dead yet?” Lin Zhi smiles. “Still alive. What, are you mad?” (3) The Cannon Fodder Fiancée in a Teacher-Student Romance The aloof Master falls for his young disciple, while Lin Zhi—the fiancée—becomes the villain in their love story. Lin Zhi: “Respect. Blessings. Please stay locked together forever.” Then she decisively breaks off the engagement and devotes herself to cultivation… alongside her adorable little nephew. Who needs romance when ascending is better? (4) The Substitute Bride in a Period Drama In her previous life, she stole the marriage meant for her sister out of gratitude for a life-saving favor, marrying the factory director’s son. Who would have thought he had a “white moonlight” in his heart, leading to her tragic death? Meanwhile, the “mud-legged” man she rejected rose in status, and her sister became an official’s wife. After rebirth, her sister eagerly snatches back the original marriage arrangement, convinced Lin Zhi is doomed. She waits to watch Lin Zhi suffer. Instead— Lin Zhi’s life only gets better and better.

Accidentally bound to a quick transmigration system, Ning Yue is resistant on the surface, but inwardly, she's screaming wildly: "As long as I keep completing missions, it's equivalent to gaining eternal life, I'm going to keep transmigrating forever!" In "True and Fake Rich Daughter," she is the fake rich daughter who was abandoned. She declares, "The wealthy family abandoned me, so I will create a wealthy family of my own!" In "Era's Blessed Child," she leads her entire family to build a fortune, turning the fake blessed child into a real blessed child. In "Flourishing Age of Shengshi," having transmigrated into the Empress who was turned into cannon fodder, she simply turns the ungrateful mother and son into cannon fodder instead.