the calculus of craving

They say the body has memory. I didn’t believe that until I started waking up soaked in sweat and c*m, my heart racing, my fingers trembling, my lips parted as if I’d been whispering his name in sleep. But I never even knew his real name. I remember his voice though, how it curled around me like smoke, soft and deep, commanding yet kind, dark and dangerous. He never touched me. Never laid a hand on me. But I came so hard, I cried. Now, every night, I crave it. That voice. That whisper that made my knees weak. That sin I never thought I’d want. I thought I was straight. Now, I’m not even sure I’m sane. And I think I’d ruin myself just to hear it again. For 25 years, Zayn lived in a world of straight expectations, dating girls, chasing pleasure that always ended in silence and frustration. Sex was a routine, not release. Until one bored night, chasing a thrill, he said yes to something different. A man in a club offered him more than money, he offered a secret, a night of satisfaction like he’d never known. But when Zayn entered that hotel room, he didn’t expect him, the rich, cold, dangerously alluring heir of a conservative empire, whose father publicly condemns everything he hides in the dark. What started as a one-night experiment turned into a dangerous addiction. Without a single touch, Zayn was broken open, undone, and made to scream, cry, and beg, only through sound. Now, even back home, Zayn trembles when he hears his voice in dreams, in memory, in madness. His sheets are always wet. His nights are restless. His body wants more. And the worst part? He's starting to want him, too. 18+ WARNING This story contains explicit male-male content, intense erotic scenes, and psychological seduction. If you're not ready for a world where a voice can break you, proceed cautiously. Read at your discretion.

Irene had watched Karson from afar, yearning for him to notice her for as long as she could remember. Despite sharing the same roof, the Alpha’s son had been indifferent to Irene, barely acknowledging her presence. But then, everything changed. The Luna arranged for Irene and Karson to get married, and Karson's indifference turned into hatred and resentment. As the new Luna, Irene was tasked with leading the pack but she found little joy in her new role, especially when Karson spent more and more time with another she-wolf and gave his mark to her… Author: E.V Lunar Copyright: Ideaink Six Cats

A Vampire Princess had encountered something in the past, making her immune to the sun, the only Vampire to have achieved this. But for mysterious reasons, the Elder Lich, their vampire family was subservient towards learned of her mysterious nature, hatching a plan as it made the Elders of the vampire family betrothed the Vampire Princess to the Werewolf King, their sworn enemy that had slain countless younger vampires. And worst of all, the Elder Lich implanted its life vessel as his artificial heart, tying him down to its evil, mysterious schemes. It also created a fake bond between the Vampire Princess and the Werewolf King. "Our bond is the will of the heavens." Maximus whispered as he draped Lenora over his shoulder, running with her in tow, "And, our love is the underlying proof of that." The couple was under an illusion of love thanks to Lich's machinations. But, what would happen when it is revealed? Will their fake bond trump the tests of fate? Or will it be severed under the relentless pursuit of truth? Only the Lich knew, and so will you, once you finish this novel. ---------- Author's Notes: The characters used to make the cover doesn't belong to me. I got this edited by someone the way it looks now. other Works: 1. EMPRESS OF BUSINESS WORLD [Completed] 2. MY NEW LOVER IS A PRESIDENT. [Completed] 3. CEO DADDY, LET'S GET MOMMY [Ongoing] 4. TEMPTING MY RENTED BOYFRIEND [Completed] 5. HER TRUE SOULMATE. [Completed] 6. MOON LOVERS: CRAVING FOR MY FAKE VAMPIRE MATE [Ongoing] 7. VAMPIRE KING'S WEREWOLF BRIDE [Ongoing] 8. Mafia King's Seduction Lessons [Ongoing] 9. CHANGING SEASONS (AVAILABLE IN AMAZON) Do give a read for my other books. Thank you

"Who are you, Sebastian?" "I think I can ask the same. Where did you come from, Anastasia?" As soon as the last syllable escapes my lips, we find ourselves interlocked in a kiss. Knowing my full attention, I stop to ask, "Are you sure you want to do this, Anastasia?" "The only thing I'm sure of is the way you are making me feel." Unable to contain myself, I pull her into a fiery and passionate kiss. All my thoughts are obliterated. For the first time in over two hundred years, I am kissing a mortal woman. I can feel the hunger grow inside me, the pleasure building towards a peak. I pull her even tighter into my body. I can smell her arousal, and it only fuels me. The kiss is getting deeper and deeper with every breath that we take.......... For over two hundred years, the Vampire master, Sebastian Belmont, has been an intimidating presence, striking fear into the hearts of all who dare cross him. With an insatiable thirst for danger and supernatural power, he rules his empire with an iron fist, leaving a trail of bitter ex-lovers in his wake. But now, his path is about to cross with a young girl named Anastasia Santi, who, despite her strong will, always finds herself in need of rescue. One fateful night, Sebastian takes things too far, setting himself on a new path towards a destiny that will lead him to confront all things that go bump in the night. But at the end of it all lies the ultimate sacrifice...He must give up his immortality... Will he be willing to give up the one thing he values the most to achieve his legacy?

He’s her one shot at freedom. She’s his only chance to believe in love. But falling for each other might get them both killed. After seven years as Scott's best friend, Stacy drops a bombshell: she’s leaving New York for an arranged marriage to Luca Cattaneo, the heir to one of America’s most feared mafia dynasties. Only then does Scott realize he’s been in love with her all along. A stolen kiss changes everything. painting a target on Scott’s back when it's aired on live TV. To protect him, Stacy activates a dead man’s switch seven years in the making and defies her father, Don Angelo Luciano, the most powerful mob boss in the country. But Don Angelo doesn’t forgive. And he never lets go. Scott, haunted by his past and terrified of love, stands by Stacy anyway. His quiet loyalty and fierce love crack the walls around her heart. For the first time, she dares to imagine a future outside her family’s bloody legacy. But the mafia plays a long game. When her father outsmarts the savant mafia princess, Stacy begs Scott to walk away. Instead, he sacrifices everything to go on the run with her. As starcrossed love battles legacy and their lives hang in the balance, one question remains: can Stacy outrun the empire she was born to rule or will it destroy them both?

"The things I want to do to you…" his voice dropped, rough and low. I smiled, daring him. "Do it. I dare you, Daddy." A flicker of danger crossed his eyes. "Vieni qui, amore mio." Come here, my love. And just like that, I forgot every reason I was supposed to stay away. ***** Have you ever fallen in love with your mother's fiancé—only to discover he craves you too? Sin, right? Yeah, that's me. Melissa Spencer. A college student, an aspiring photographer, and an anonymous erotica writer by night. Having Ben Gavin… the billionaire hockey captain and CEO of the world's top team—as my stepdad was enough to keep me on edge. Craving his touch? That's another level of sin. When financial ruin forces my mother and me into his penthouse, I swear I can resist him. But things only get worse when his dangerously charming son vows to claim me too. Now I'm caught between a hot hockey stepdad, a sexy F1 racer stepbrother, and an obsessed ex-biker boyfriend. What happens when I find out everyone's been living a double life—including my own mother?

It seems luck is never on Olivia Blake's cards. Her life has been a series of unfortunate events that has left her bruised and battered. When she joins Cane Industries as the cruel CEO's assistant, she discovers the different layers of Austin Cane. Will she be able to resist his magnetic pull? Will she be able to resolve her traumatic past? Olivia's arrival in his world will unravel Austin. He has to confront his inner demons to realize the real value of love. Will he finally open up himself or will he revert back to his old ways? Will these two jaded souls find refuge in each other amidst all the obstacles life will throw at them or will it be too late?

It would be beyond shameful… I slept with my sister's fiancé on the very day my husband died. "Tell me, princess." Matt shoves my panties aside, sliding a finger inside, and I gasp. "How long you've been wishing for my dick?" "Just get this over with. I need to get out of here," I say flatly. In an instant, he bends me over, forcing my back to arch. He shoves my panties aside roughly, like my words have fueled his rage. His hand wraps around my neck, squeezing firmly as he slams into me without warning. "God—!" A loud gasp tears through the room, and I try to fight it but it is too late. Pain and pleasure explode hot between my legs. I hate how my walls clench around him—like they want more. "Greedy cunt." He smacks my ass hard. "Look how it swallows my dick." He pulls back, then drives into me once more, the wet slap of his hips against my ass echoing through the room. "I can tell from the way your pussy swallows my dick… so hungry for more." I shake my head, teeth gritting. "Go to hell—" "Hmmm." He pauses for just a second before ramming into me again, his rhythm increasing. "I wish I could go to hell, princess… but as it stands, I'm going nowhere but inside this pussy." "Now tell me how this dick feels inside you," he murmurs. "Doesn't feel good," I lie, knowing it will rile him up. But this time, the bait doesn't work. Matt just laughs. He slaps my ass twice in quick succession, each smack loud enough to make my eyes water. Then he starts driving into me faster—brutal, punishing strokes that make my thighs tremble and my knees buckle. "Beg for it… your sister Daisy begs for it every time I fuck her." Jealousy fills my chest instantly. "Well, too bad I'm not Daisy. I'm Ashley," I bite back. "Oh, I know exactly who you are," he says coldly. "Daisy's replacement. Nothing else." "Just shut up and fuck me." I grit out, rage and jealousy rising in my chest. *** At twenty-one, Ashley Knowles is forced into an arranged lavender marriage with the most feared biker president in California. Twenty-four hours later, she's a widow. Thrust into the ruthless world of the Sons of Chaos Motorcycle Club, Ashley inherits an empire of oil rigs, ranches, illegal dealings, and blood-soaked power she never wanted. But the club brothers don't bow to outsiders—especially not a girl who knows nothing about their world. Three dangerous men circle her like wolves: Matt —her dead sister's fiancé blames Ashley for the death of his fiancée and wants brutal personal revenge. He'll break her body to heal his grief. Bran —her scarred brother-in-law craves slow, psychological payback for the high-school sin that scarred him forever and ruined his life. He'll take her body piece by piece until there's nothing left. Ripper —the Vice President, protects her with fierce loyalty no one understands… but his devotion comes with secrets that could destroy them all. Caught between these three men, Ashley must find a way to protect herself, because the Sons of Chaos don't share.

"Please,"Briggs adds, his voice lowering slightly. "Use me, Lumi Carter." "What do you want?" I asked straight, no hesitation. "Let me be your next sin."Silence, clover shifts beside me. I felt it, but I don't look at her. Because my attention is locked on him. "Allow me to redeem myself," he continues."And use me—until you're okay." For six years, Lumi thought she had everything: a steady relationship with her devoted fiancé, Caius, and the promise of a perfect future. But the night before her engagement party, Lumi walks in on a betrayal she never imagined, Caius in the arms of her own cousin, Wren. With her heart shattered, Lumi decides it's time to stop being the good girl. She creates a daring "sin list"—ten bold rules to break before the year ends. Rule #1: seduce a stranger. But when that stranger turns out to be none other than Caius' older brother, the dangerously alluring and untouchable Briggs, Lumi's game of revenge ignites a fire neither of them can control. As each "sin" on her list pushes them closer, Lumi will have to decide if vengeance is worth the price, because loving him might be the most dangerous sin of all. WARNING: This story contains mature content, including explicit scenes, intense emotional conflict, obsessive behavior, and dark romantic elements. All characters are adults, and the narrative explores complex, sometimes uncomfortable dynamics.

Jenny Rohm thinks she has it all -- a job she loves, an engagement to her high school sweetheart, a future bright with promise. Then she meets attorney Ashley Edwards and discovers desire doesn't care how settled your life might be.<br><br>It starts with a single fantasy. His. Hers. One leads to two, two leads to three, three leads to more. Fantasizing about his wicked mouth or her sinful curves doesn't satisfy either of them for long, though. The more Jenny gets to know Ash, the less she can deny the truths he insists on exposing.<br><br>The question remains ... is it worth risking everything she has to quench the cravings? Not even Ash can give the answer to that. When it comes to what she wants, only Jenny can make the choice.