sekai wo zankoku

Nachdem er sein Leben für jemanden geopfert hat, der es nicht verdient, jemanden, der bei seinem Tod nicht einmal eine einzige Träne vergossen hat, findet er sich nun in der Zeit zurückversetzt. Nur... Leere. Das war alles, was sie ihm als Antwort gab. Die Person, die er einst um Liebe angebettelt hatte, wies ihn immer wieder zurück. Jetzt ist er wieder achtzehn. Wenn er ihr Gesicht betrachtet, will ein Teil von ihm es noch einmal versuchen. Sich wieder zu verlieben. Wieder zu hoffen. Aber nein... Er erinnert sich zu lebhaft an den Schmerz. Manche Gefühle ändern sich nie, aber manchmal muss man sie hinter sich lassen. Immerhin sollte ein Leben für solchen Herzschmerz genügen. Er hat ein Versprechen abgegeben: sie nie wieder zu lieben. Dieses Leben ist seine zweite Chance. Eine Chance, für sich selbst zu leben. Aber wer hätte gedacht... er war nicht der Einzige, der zurückgekehrt ist? Der ultimative Fluch des schwarzen Herzens ist gebrochen, die Zeit hat sich umgekehrt. Avey: "Lucy... können wir.." Tränen schimmern in seinen Augen. Lucy: Sie starrt ihn ausdruckslos an, ihr Gesichtsausdruck unlesbar. Avey: "Kannst du mir nicht wenigstens eine Chance geben?" Lucian: Beobachtet sie schweigend, seine Gedanken ein Sturm hinter ruhigen Augen. Und was ist mit den anderen, die ihm ebenfalls wehgetan haben - seine Mutter, seine Schwester, sein sogenannter Freund, und natürlich... sie? Wird er die Liebe aufgeben, um Frieden zu finden? Oder wird die Angst vor Schmerz ihn davon abhalten, es je wieder zu versuchen?

Since that night, Arou has been trapped in a dream that never truly ends. Within it, the world feels real—far too real to be just an ordinary dream. In this endless dream, Arou lives, fights, loses… and encounters a mysterious being named Zata, who calls everything nothing more than a game. Arou knows that everything he experiences is just a dream… Yet every wound, every emotion, and every choice feels far too real to ignore. As time goes on, one question begins to blur— Is Arou dreaming of that world… Or is that world dreaming of him? When the dream refuses to end, Arou must make a choice— Wake up… Or reshape the dream itself.

One day, in a certain private school with dormitories, the whole school was transported into another world. I, Kaya Kazuhisa, from the 1st Grade of the High School Section, had been bullied for long periods of time. To kill the culprit who had bullied me, I dug a trap, but unexpectedly I killed a monster. From that moment, I evolved into a rare existence that can go against the monsters. At the same day, I saved a girl from Middle School Section 3rd Grade, Shimozono Arisu in the forest from an Orc. When I was working with Arisu to defeat the Orcs, and gradually leveled up, I was forced to make a choice: Should I choose the Summon Magic which is suitable for surviving alone? Or should I choose Support Magic which is used when battling together with others? Yg penting Hobi Varien Held Mahesa

Shiro is faced with strange occurrences in his already complicated life. His father's fragmented memory, the unknown condition and whereabouts of his mother, and the not so small issue of nefarious entities wanting him dead because they think he's a reincarnation of a man named shin. His teacher needs him to fulfil a prophecy in another part of the world and his brother is a "ghost"  He is faced with the challenge of making it through his daily life while helping to keep the world alive. join me in this multi generational tale as we explore the lives of the different lords of chaos. Let’s walk with them in their trials and let their story touch our hearts.

On hiatus. but check out my other book White Apple: Harmatia. i update this one daily and is quite good...

In a world governed by divine law, where gods dictate the fate of entire races, mortals live under constant scrutiny. Entire regions are restricted, civilizations are controlled, and anything that threatens the balance is erased without hesitation. Centuries after the Divine Purge—an event where an elder god nearly annihilated humanity—the gods tightened their grip, sealing away powers deemed too dangerous to exist. But not everything remained contained. Boros awakens with no memory of who he is, carrying a forbidden anomaly: the Ice Longinus, a power tied to destruction and a past the world has tried to bury. Its emergence is violent and unstable, marking him as something that should not exist. Before seeking power, Boros encounters Akeno—a girl who becomes both a witness to his instability and a reason for him to keep moving forward. Their journey begins in uncertainty, but when Akeno is nearly killed in a brutal encounter, it forces Boros to confront the reality of his weakness and the danger surrounding them. Determined to grow stronger, Boros enters the Guild Trials, an unforgiving selection process designed to shape warriors and eliminate the unfit. What begins as a test of strength quickly reveals corruption beneath the surface. During the evaluation, Boros exposes a manipulated result and is forced to retake the test under direct supervision—only to shatter the limits of the trial and draw the attention of those in power. His actions do not go unnoticed. As Boros advances, quiet observations turn into deliberate scrutiny. Orders begin to shift. Examiners are replaced. Decisions are no longer made by the Guild alone, but by higher authorities. For the first time in centuries, the gods begin to observe a single mortal. With each battle, Boros grows stronger—but the Ice Longinus takes its toll. His body fractures under the strain, forcing him to endure injuries that do not simply heal. Every victory pushes him closer to collapse, turning his own power into a double-edged weapon. As fragments of Boros’s memory begin to resurface, a deeper truth emerges: his existence is not an accident. He is connected to the very history the gods tried to erase. Now marked by the divine, monitored by forces beyond his understanding, and caught in a conflict far greater than himself, Boros stands at the center of a growing storm. Because if the gods are watching him— —it means they believe he is capable of becoming a threat. And in a world where anything beyond control is erased, Boros must decide whether to reclaim the identity he lost… or become something even the gods cannot contain.

2. Oppai Sekai: The Lewdest Hero in Another World Synopsis: After dying in the most embarrassing way imaginable, a pervy NEET is reincarnated into a fantasy world where boobs have power levels, goddesses have attitude, and the fate of the realm may just depend on how much rizz you’ve got. With a cursed divine skill, a harem of chaotic waifus, and a brain full of anime logic, our “hero” is about to become the most absurd, overpowered, and unhinged degenerate this new world has ever seen. Expect madness. Expect ecchi. Expect Oppai Sekai. Join the degenerate army on Discord: https://discord.gg/PGsfRs6qj9

Sano Yuji, karyawan perusahaan, dipanggil ke dunia lain saat menyelesaikan pekerjaannya di rumah. Profesinya di dunia lain, Monster Tamer, dianggap sebagai pekerjaan yang membuatnya sulit untuk menjadi seorang petualang. Namun, berkat beberapa slime yang dia temui, yang membaca beberapa buku sihir, dia mendapatkan kekuatan magis

"Pois sou mais forte que o mundo, Porém não tão cruel. Cansei-me de ser forte, Agora sou apenas livre." Um jovem derrotado pela vida adulta vê sua existência virada de cabeça para baixo quando é escolhido para defender seu mundo de um evento cósmico que ameaça destruir tudo o que conhece. Descobrindo que os seres que ele julgava serem apenas parte de histórias e mitos são reais, agora ele precisa enfrentar não apenas o peso de seu destino, mas também o fardo de carregar a sobrevivência de todo o seu povo em suas costas. Os mundos prestes a se chocar com o dele lhe ensinarão muito mais do que apenas a ser forte. Até onde o insignificante permanece assim?! E até onde aquele sem propósito é capaz de chegar?!

If you were given another chance to spend time with your dead family, would you take it? Would you be interested in living a lie, knowing that reality isn’t that kind? Are you like me also dreaming that reincarnation is real, that life would start all over again? 5 years since the outbreak of the deadly Chivu virus, only 2 people left who had the symptoms of the mysterious infectious disease. Fukuda Surrivan Akira, A 24-years-old NEET otaku had just received a text message regarding Fukuda Akihito's condition, his father. With the sudden message, he felt indifferent towards the death of his last living relative, he was tired, since the last 5 years of the pandemic, every member in his family died. With the feeling of boredom due to his inability to sleep he opened the T.V., "July 18, 2025, the last person who had symptoms in regards to Chivu had already been cured! IT'S OVER!" With bitterness in regards to the news, he turned the T.V. off and went to bed, several hours later he had fallen asleep. The moment he woke up, he was already in a world full of magic and mystery. With the name Surrivan Akira Pridesworth, Sura for short, he began to question reality itself. Born to a new world, Sura saw this chance to live life with his family, loving it like his old ones, but Reality isn’t too kind… Inspired by the works of Rifujin na Magonote's "Mushoku Tensei" and Chugong's "Only I Level Up" Authors: Mottotte Shinji & MalamignaTubig Illustrator: Andreas Rocha