books about suicidal depression fiction

Jung Ha-rin, the infamously timid 29 year-old vocalist of the K-Pop group Cheerleader, wanted to die. Her life as an idol was nothing short of miserable. Her time in the K-Pop industry nothing short of killed her. The only way out of this hell was to end it. But when she finally goes through and ends her life, she finds herself in the body of a school boy?! A school boy with the dreams of being an idol at that! “Is this the Hevean I prayed to?!” She screamed.

I'd read hundreds of fantasy novels, and nothing could have prepared me for what would happen next. Hell I didn't even fully remember selecting this class that pretty much guaranteed my death. I mean what kind of lunatic would choose one of the classes that had the lowest chance of survival in the early parts of this whole mess? I just picked it out of tired curiosity since I'd always wanted a pet dragon even now as an adult. How the hell was I going to survive if my current chance of survival was 1%? Sure I was highly compatible with my class, but that didn't mean shit when my reward for that was having to kill 5000 monsters to prove I was worthy of hatching this dragon egg.

***Birth of the Suicidal Devil has officially returned!!!*** In a world of fantasy, a boy was born without an energy core and energy circuits. Something that is needed in order to control worldly energies. The Aura of Warriors, Mana of Mages and Holy Energy of Priests. Will he succumb to his fate, or will he be able to find a path that will let him go against this so called fate... * * * The art in the cover is not mine, credits to its rightful owner.

Life's not easy when your mum's nuts, your uncle is becoming your aunt, and one of your crushes could -- and probably would -- break your face if he found out how you felt about him.<br><br>That's Tab's life, though, malevolent gods and all. His text-flirting with Demi, the brother of his best friend, is going nowhere: Demi already has a boyfriend and anyway, who dates their best friend's twin? But then, the pining after Nick is going nowhere either, because Nick probably likes gay-bashing on Friday nights for fun. He's gorgeous, but he's dangerous, and Tab knows better than that.<br><br>So what's a bit of harmless flirting, when one is taken and the other is straight? It's just a bit of fun.<br><br>That is until Demi is suddenly single, and Nick is not looking as straight and scary as he was before.

Sypnosis: It's your typical 16 y/o male teenager who has mental health problems and his life is a mess. One day, he committed suicide in his kitchen of his house with hope to finish the suffering in his life, but little did he know he got transmigrated to another world. Follow the journey of his new life to adapt to the new world and at the same time dealing with mental problems. (Note: I do not own any of the characters in Naruto. This is my first time writing a fanfic and if there's grammatical errors, please excuse me since English is not my native language. Also the cover is not mine.)

A student named Caspian was a very carefree individual but what would happen if an apocalypse were to happen what would he do to survive this harsh event.

Noah and Yuri awaken in a desolate, post-apocalyptic Tokyo, surrounded by ruined buildings and an eerie silence. With no memory of the past or knowledge of how they arrived, they struggle to survive in this hostile environment. As they scavenge for food and seek shelter, they uncover a diary revealing that they are 500 years in the future. The weight of this revelation strains their relationship, leading to a heart-wrenching confrontation. Amidst Noah's mental breakdown and Yuri's physical exhaustion, they slowly rebuild their bond, finding solace in each other. However, their fragile peace is shattered by a devastating flood that separates them. Alone and disoriented, Noah and Yuri must navigate new challenges and harsh conditions, driven by the hope of reuniting. Amidst the ruins of civilization, they cling to the belief that together, they can overcome the darkest of times.

Death was supposed to be the end. For Hayato, it was a choice. One leap into traffic should have erased his pain forever… Instead, it gave him wings. Reborn as an angel, Hayato is forced into a war he never asked for — against the demons born from humanity’s despair. Burdened with the weight of his own broken soul, he questions if he even deserves to call himself an “angel.” But when he meets Nabi, a girl who stirs the feelings he’s long tried to bury, Hayato is forced to ask whether love can redeem what death could not and if so, what's the price he must pay. The answer will decide not only his fate, but the balance of salvation and damnation across all of humanity.

Evelyn Clement, a British young lady consumed by grief after her parents’ deaths, dies in a freak accident—only to awaken to a strange sight. She soon discovers she has transmigrated into a royal fantasy reverse harem novel, inhabiting the pitiful villainess Verity Castellan. At first indifferent to her fate, a strange dream rekindles an old passion—phonk—and, with it, her will to live. Her goal seemed simple: survive the story by becoming a knight. But the future is unpredictable… and oh, did it all spiral! At the Royal Academy, her fate entwines with five key figures: Julien, the prodigious musician with a dark secret; Caelum, the painfully oblivious genius mage; Roland, the steadfast knight; Edric, the eccentric duke-to-be; and the heroine herself, Arabella Wynne. Sharp, odd, and unshakably true-hearted, Verity unsettles many yet draws these formidable figures dangerously close. Her choices will decide whether she survives the story... or rewrites it entirely. [Perfect for fans of villainess royalty, reverse harem, yuri, and unconventional heroines.] ***This is a reverse harem romance with five love interests! Four males and one female; each route will be explored separately and you can skip whichever you want (for people who aren't into Yuri). ***I'm not sure if there'll be an actual reverse harem route where it's Mc x five love interests, but I might be open to it in the future. Happy reading~. TW: Expect lots of surprises!

To be resurrected, Lin Zhi binds herself to a system and transmigrates into different book worlds, becoming cannon fodder destined for tragic endings. But Lin Zhi refuses to follow the script. In every world, she fights to rewrite her fate. (1) The Scheming Gold-Digging Stand-In Used by the male lead as a tool to win over the female lead, Lin Zhi refuses to be discarded. Since he wants to use her? Then she’ll make a countermove—get pregnant first, flip the board, and end up with the real overbearing CEO. (2) The First Wife Fated to Die Early in a “Cousin” Story The reborn female lead knows her older male cousin will hold immense power in the future—and that he has always loved her. This time, she vows not to let him go. Only… “Sister-in-law, why aren’t you dead yet?” Lin Zhi smiles. “Still alive. What, are you mad?” (3) The Cannon Fodder Fiancée in a Teacher-Student Romance The aloof Master falls for his young disciple, while Lin Zhi—the fiancée—becomes the villain in their love story. Lin Zhi: “Respect. Blessings. Please stay locked together forever.” Then she decisively breaks off the engagement and devotes herself to cultivation… alongside her adorable little nephew. Who needs romance when ascending is better? (4) The Substitute Bride in a Period Drama In her previous life, she stole the marriage meant for her sister out of gratitude for a life-saving favor, marrying the factory director’s son. Who would have thought he had a “white moonlight” in his heart, leading to her tragic death? Meanwhile, the “mud-legged” man she rejected rose in status, and her sister became an official’s wife. After rebirth, her sister eagerly snatches back the original marriage arrangement, convinced Lin Zhi is doomed. She waits to watch Lin Zhi suffer. Instead— Lin Zhi’s life only gets better and better.