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WINNER: 3rd Place, 2021 Werewolf Competition [Mature Content] After escaping suicide forest, August Moon finds that she has only gone deeper into the mysteries it holds. Lycans exist. But maybe she is something even stranger... With a clandestine experimental pandemic, a decade-old murder mystery, and a timeless prejudice against strange members within the lycan community all simmering in the periphery of her newfound surroundings, August must fight to discover her own truth alongside a fierce and possessive male who claims to be her mate.

I want an S-Rank skill too! I want it so badly, I could die for it! [You have awakened an S-Rank skill.] [But it only works when you die.] Eh !? WHAT IS THE POINT OF GETTING ONE IF I DIE !? ( Note- I copied and pasted it here for myself)

**MATURE CONTENT** Chloe lived a simple suburban life until a day when everything that can go wrong does and leads to a night with her staring at a bloody mess. Chloe continuously averts law forces while trying to clear her name with the help of a Stranger.

My name is Kage Ito, and I was the world’s most rejected man—a thousand rejections, no friends, family, or even a pet. Life itself seemed to reject me. One night, in my tiny, dingy apartment, I gave up and ended it all. But death wasn’t the end. I awoke in a realm of endless white, greeted by Sakurabana Tamayori, the Goddess of Soulmates. She revealed the cosmic mix-up that defined my life: I’d been assigned a thousand soulmates. None of the women who rejected me were meant to be mine, and I was given a second chance. The Soul Stats system also known as the Soul Reaver Damnation is a mysterious interface that tracks my soulmates, their emotional states, and the progress of our relationships. It shows me detailed metrics like their happiness, love, jealousy, and more, giving me a glimpse into the bond I share with each of them. But it’s not without its risks—if I fail to meet certain objectives, the consequences can be devastating, like one of my soulmates choosing to end their life. The system is both a guide and a constant reminder of the high stakes I face with every decision I make. (Chapter : 21) Now, I must find these soulmates, feeling an undeniable spark when I meet them. Sounds perfect, right? Wrong. Managing a thousand relationships is chaos. Some soulmates are fiery, others shy, and many come with their own challenges. Worse, ignoring a soulmate causes them unimaginable suffering. With little guidance and Sakurabana popping in to mock my struggles, I’m left to navigate this bizarre blessing—or curse. Along the way, I’ve discovered moments of beauty, connection, and love, but I still wonder: why me? This is the story of how I went from the loneliest man alive to a man destined for a thousand soulmates, and my journey to figure it all out—one soulmate at a time or maybe more. Support this story by adding it to your collection, giving Power Stones, and Golden Tickets! For private discussion, reach out on Discord: https://discord.gg/2zz2Csj9UQ

what happened when biggest fear become your last hope.....

ANNA CARMEIL was going to propose to the love of her life, Joel Fryer, when she saw JOEL begging her sister, AVA, for her love. She returns back home thinking of confronting her sister but before she could do that, AVA was found dead. JOEL, who was the last person seen with AVA, goes M.I.A. The officials believe that it was a suicide and closed the case. After a few years, ANNA gets a job. On the very first day, she sees JOEL, the CEO of the company. Seeing the love of her life in front of her, she feels a thousand emotions. All she wants to do is hug JEOL and say everything that she has kept to herself for years. But JEOL was cold to her. Things happen and JOEL and ANNA fall deeper in love with each other but love was not in ANNA's destiny. Thinking that ANNA is a misfit for JEOL, she wonders how perfect JEOL and AVA would have been as a couple. Things trigger ANNA and she is determined to know what happened with her sister. Against all odds, finally, ANNA solves the case all by herself, but the truth itself is hard to digest. What actually happened with AVA? Why did JOEL go M.I.A after AVA's death? Was it really SUICIDE?

TW mentions of suicide, self harm, heartbreak, parental issues, bullying, toxicity, and sexual harassment. If any of these triggers you in any shape or form I do not recommend reading the content within is very sensitive.

Based on My vampire system The main character as experienced life in all it's evilness, but a chance revealed itself, maybe he can make everyone SMILE Each chapter has a rating of the main character's emotion Unhappy: feeling anything else apart from happiness, not that dangerous Happy: self explanatory. can be surprisingly playful but when provoked will become Really Happy: Will show teeth when in this stage, Will stop at nothing to make target suffer SMILE: Known for it's signature really wide smile, once targeted, a whole world of suffering falls on you Deathly Happy: In this stage, he smiles like in Really Happy, but his teeth are bloody and is ready to kill Trigger mode: Only happens when he snaps Trigger Happy: He looks like he's forcing a smile and his hands will always have three syringes in them, giving the look of him having claws, even if he throws the syringes, there'll still be three in his hand Really Trigger Happy:His forced smile gets wider and he gets slightly taller Deathly Trigger Happy: In this stage, blood ooze out from his eyes, and he forces a smile that shows bloodied teeth, in this form, you might as well ask God for forgiveness of sins These only refers to when the MC is Gray scale, or Photo negative or other abomination apart from Mr. Smiles and Hourglass. Trigger mode only happens to Gray scale Will he complete military camp, by making everyone HAPPY, or leave them alone Stalk this story to find out

SSS-Class Suicide Hunter follows Kim Gong-ja, a low-ranked hunter living in a world where mysterious towers grant power, fame, and wealth to those who climb them. Bitterly aware of his own weakness, Gong-ja envies the strongest hunters—until he awakens a strange, seemingly useless ability: he can copy another person’s skill, but only after experiencing death. Using this ability, Gong-ja begins challenging the tower in an unconventional way. Through repeated trials, reversals of fate, and encounters with legendary figures, he slowly rewrites outcomes that once seemed inevitable. As he grows stronger, the story shifts from simple power progression to deeper questions about heroism, regret, responsibility, and the cost of changing the past. What starts as a dark, ironic take on tower-climbing stories evolves into an emotional and philosophical journey, where Gong-ja learns that true strength isn’t just about power—but about understanding others, bearing consequences, and choosing how to live.

Bai Su, who transmigrated into a book set in the interstellar Beast World, has only one interest: making delicious food at the orphanage, raising children, and enjoying her hard-won new life. Future's great villains? The cubs are all super well-behaved in front of her! The Federation Leader comes to freeload a meal, and his disability is cured! The business emperor comes to freeload a meal, and his infertility is solved! The obese little female gets thinner the more she eats, gradually growing into the number one beauty of the Beast World. She also attracts the number one genius doctor of the interstellar era and the interstellar great captain. The villainous cubs, driving warships and controlling ten thousand beasts: "If you want to get close to our Mom, you'll have to withstand our cannon fire first!" The Federation Leader laughs in anger: "You dare to bomb my armory? Courting death!" The gloomy and bloodthirsty emperor: "A bunch of little trash! You think I'm afraid of you?" The doctor's face turns ashen: "Either give back my research results, or die!" The interstellar great captain dangerously shoulders a Barrett: "I see you're all dying to get locked up." Bai Su smiles and peeks her head out, holding a gleaming kitchen knife: "Time to eat! What are you all doing?" The big shots and the little villains, harmoniously putting their arms around each other's shoulders in a picture of fatherly love and filial piety: "Coming~~"