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Lydia Ashworth is a perfectly ordinary third-year student at the Royal Institute— unless you count the months-long sense of suffocating pressure, the creeping paranoia, and the divine voices whispering in her skull. Her professors say she’s stressed. Her classmates say she needs sleep. Her gods say she’s been chosen. None of them know the half of it. When an anonymous package delivers impossible binding manuals and a war journal from a conflict nobody remembers, Lydia’s quiet academic life detonates. Hidden histories surface. Divine forces circle. And someone—someone powerful—has turned her entire hometown into a covertly fortified safe zone. There’s only one person who seems strangely unsurprised: Professor David Griffin, the world’s dullest lecturer. Behind his wire-rimmed spectacles and monotone voice hides a being who once shattered realities, bound cosmic monsters, and walked away from a war that cost entire dimensions. He’s spent fifteen years pretending to be mediocre. It was peaceful while it lasted. Now the entities he once imprisoned—the Precursors, artists who sculpt suffering across galaxies—are waking, whispering their way into London’s creative minds. Musicians cry while composing masterpieces. Philosophers dream of exquisite agony. Reality itself is beginning to warp toward their aesthetic. The gods have chosen Lydia to stand against them. Griffin has chosen Lydia because she thinks differently. The Precursors have chosen Lydia for reasons of their own. She is the center of a cosmic chess match she never asked to play. And her mentor may be as dangerous as the monsters he once defeated. As ancient bindings strain and divine whispers escalate, Lydia must decide whether to trust the gods who chose her, the professor who terrifies her, or herself—while the world is quietly rearranged into the opening strokes of someone else’s masterpiece. Knowledge is power. Power is dangerous. And some lessons should never have been learned.

Being raped at a young age made Aeris ISOLATED herself from others. She knew she was betrayed from the only person she trust but ignored it to lessen the pain. She knew everything but never said a thing. Instead of complaining, Aeris never talk about herself. Having PISTANTOPHOBIA is not easy for her. Bearing the fact that she's afraid of trusting people again.Her only cousin and so called BFF died 3 years ago. Khathryn, killed herself and as a punishment for her sin, she became a WANDERING GHOST until she can find a way to afterlife. Her soul was sealed by the GRIM REAPER and in order to take it back and go to afterlife, she must carry a mission. ⛔️ WHAT DO YOU THINK IS THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN THE TWO? ⛔WHAT DO YOU THINK WILL HAPPEN IF THE ISOLATED GIRL MEETS THE WANDERING GHOST? Let us open the book of life, of both young souls who got played by destiny, From family to strangers to comrades....Join me to unbosom both of their chapters that got folded by fate.......

GERMAN LANGUAGE ONLY Sorry for you, dear Englisch speaking reader, but this novel is written in German language, because of my German heritage and my bad English writing skills. If you able to understand German you can enjoy a story I´m writing about a group of misfits of an japanese high school in Osaka, which are forced to found a club to learn socially desirable behavior and maybe create their own unique bond of freindship. It focus the German-Japanese student Benji, who has traveled from Cologne Germany to Osaka Japan to be with his new family of his mother and to face the strange new world of Japan. Not only the other culture seems to be a challenge for him, because he also meets many new individuals, besides to his stepsister Haruka, who turn his life upside down and he turns their ones.

Lilah Daza. The youngest Filipino Fashion Designers have been chasing after success even when she was in college. She is devoted to her career to the point that she doesn't know how to value a romantic relationship. She was once sure that she didn't love her ex-boyfriend and that was the reason why she decided to break up with him. She thought that letting go of the man whom she doesn't need in her life was the best decision she ever made. But the moment she saw her ex-lover with someone she hates, she started to feel unusual and unfamiliar emotions. Jealous. Disappointment. Desperation. And that's all because of Alester Hernandez, the guy she once breaks into pieces but later on, she realizes that she truly loves him. That's when she decided to get him back no matter how hard it will be. That is kinda embarrassing for her and will stamp her ego but she'll just consider it as aesthetic karma of her for being stupid and ambitious.

A terrorist shook the world by their systematic massacre all over the globe killing millions. The World Government issued a project called, Sins of The Seven or SOFT, to address the situation. Project SOFT are comprised of seven enhanced agents representing the seven cardinal desires of man. 7 and a half years later, terrorist attacks are still happening yet the world feel safe thanks to SOFT. Peace is there even with attacks still going on. SOFT are also growing large, they are hiring rookie agents to assist the original seven and the project. They are growing, like their enemy. War is in the air, yet SOFT continues to blow it away. Till when can they do it tho?

In the quiet, autumnal halls of Willow Creek University, two worlds collide—one of soft brushstrokes and quiet vulnerability, the other of bouncing basketballs and unapologetic confidence. Elowen Reed, a shy studio art major, finds solace in her sketchbook, hiding her true self and her growing realization of her sexuality from all but a few. Riley Carter, a star basketball player with a warm heart and a fearless spirit, has long embraced her identity but carries the weight of others’ expectations, even from her well-meaning family.​ Their fateful meeting—an accidental collision outside the Fine Arts Building, where Riley spills Elowen’s coffee and ruins her sketch—sparks a connection neither anticipated. What begins as a coffee date to make amends blooms into a tender, secret romance: stolen kisses outside dorm rooms, late nights at a cozy downtown diner, quiet afternoons spent with Elowen painting and Riley studying, two souls finding comfort in each other’s presence. Elowen, once afraid to be seen, starts to believe she can be her true self with Riley; Riley, used to being in the spotlight, discovers a peace in Elowen’s quiet warmth that she’s never known.​ But their love is not without storm. Secrets have a way of surfacing, and a photo of them holding hands ignites campus gossip, forcing them to confront whispers and judgment. Elowen’s deeply religious parents, unannounced and armed with rumors from her aunt, confront her about her relationship with Riley, giving her an ultimatum: end things with Riley, or lose their financial support and love. As Elowen grapples with fear, self-doubt, and the pain of disappointing her family, the distance between her and Riley grows—tested by Elowen’s hesitation to be open and Riley’s fear of losing the girl she loves.​ Soft Light, Soft Us is a heartfelt exploration of love, identity, and courage—of two young women learning to navigate the complexities of being queer in a world that often demands conformity, of choosing love over fear, and of finding that the softest connections can withstand the hardest storms. It is a story of sweetness and struggle, of vulnerability and strength, and of two hearts learning to shine together, even when the light feels dim.

[Book Cover is a Fan Art of 9s in NieR:Automata made by Zeilyan on Deviantart] *ᵗʰᶦˢ ᶦˢ ᵒⁿˡʸ ᵃ ᵗᵉᵐᵖᵒʳᵃʳʸ ᵇᵒᵒᵏ ᶜᵒᵛᵉʳ* Helios is a planet that consists of individual circular islands that is filled with Elan Vital(mana). A thousand years ago, there was a discovery on one of its islands. There was a decay that absorbs everything into darkness and nothingness. This was called the Plague of Noctis. They discovered a way to contain the Plague of Noctis, they made barrier that released a continuous supply of flames. It kept the plague at bay. A thousand years later, the Plague of Noctis seeped through the barrier and rendered it useless. — A few years later a malnourished boy who lives in the Bocht, a dead zone, lost his parents on his 14th Birthday; he watched his father burn in front of his eyes. Unfortunately, he also lost his sight and was bleeding to death. In a turn of events, he met an old man that saved him from dying and granted him a mysterious system. Their meeting might be fate or the work of God. No one knows. ** Author’s Note: Hello! If someone manages to find this novel and read it, this is for you. This is my first time writing a novel. I have been a reader for as long as I can remember and just decided one day that I would try writing. So please, be kind and forgive me if the quality of writing is bad, for the wrong grammars and inconsistencies in between. I will try my best to better my writing as this novel progresses. This webnovel if purely made of fiction. The laws of physics does not apply here. Don’t be too mean. ;-; I’ll be updating 2- 3 times a week, so please don't drop this webnovel. Another version of this story is also up for the Spirity Awards Spring 2021 and I couldn't delete the original, so i'll update both of them. If you like this, add it to your favorites and comment your thoughts! :)

In a world where resonance turns emotion into power, a group of exceptional outliers known as progenitors - those who bring magic to the world, joins a mage-turned-politician who seeks to overthrow the empire and confront his brother. Their battles against the empire’s experiments and elite enforcers push each of them to their limits, exposing fractures they’ve spent their lives trying to hide. Radion - the newest addition to the team - hopes to uncover the secrets of his power and find his long-lost father. As their abilities grow more dangerous and their bonds deepen under pressure, the group must face not only the threats before them but the ones rising within themselves. Sound of Solace is a psychological action-fantasy about broken people fighting to stay whole in a world determined to reshape them.

When she opened her eyes, she had inexplicably returned to twenty years ago, the first day of the apocalypse escape. "Classmate, you're a Superpower User, right? How about considering joining our special operations squad?" Looking at the man opposite her with sparkling, charming eyes, Xie Ning heartlessly refused: "Thanks, I have a team." "Ah, what team do you have?" "No team." "Right, you're beautiful, so whatever you say is right. How about this, you join our squad, and I will accompany you through wind and rain, and go through fire and water with you to clear dungeons and kill monsters." "Every single day, year after year?" "Mhm! I will work hard to make money, and only for you. How does that sound?" Xie Ning: ... After being reborn, her small Space has turned into a large, mobile villa, and she originally just wanted to live her own quiet little life in peace. Never did she expect to attract such a clingy, devilishly charming man. Question: How does one heartlessly and coldly reject a charmer? Waiting online for an answer, it's quite urgent...