sad sad sad poetry

its anything that you want it to be its meant for your feelings to just let lose

Tama adalah seorang mahasiswa tingkat akhir di Universitas Banten. Saat perayaan wisuda nanti ia berniat untuk menyatakan cintanya pada seorang wanita bernama Nadia. Ia sudah jatuh cinta dengan Nadia sejak SD, hingga ia rela mengikuti Nadia dari SD sampai kuliah di jurusan yang sama. Sayangnya nasib naas menghampirinya, saat acara wisuda berlangsung, ia tertimpa tiang listrik dan akhirnya ia meninggal sebelum sempat menyatakan cinta nya. Setelah kematiannya, ia bertemu dengan siluman ular yang bisa mengubahnya menjadi manusia kembali setiap bulan purnama, tetapi dengan syarat ia harus rela menjadi budak nya. Apakah Tama berhasil menyatakan cintanya saat ia kembali menjadi manusia?

Tama is a final-year student at the University of Banten. During the graduation ceremony, he plans to finally confess his love to a woman named Nadia. He has been in love with her since elementary school, even choosing to follow her through every stage of education—from primary school all the way to college, enrolling in the same department. Unfortunately, fate has other plans. On the day of the ceremony, Tama is struck by a falling electric pole and dies before he can express his feelings. In the afterlife, he encounters a demon snake who offers him a second chance: she can bring him back to life during every full moon. However, there’s a price—Tama must agree to become her servant. Will Tama be able to confess his love to Nadia despite this supernatural twist of fate?

+)Free Book. -) The story is about the misadventures of a group of sailors trying to reach the mainland in an unknown world full of mysteries.

These are thoughts collected when feeling extreme emotions. In no way are they everyday thoughts or opinions. This book is not suited for anyone under the age of 15. Warning this book depicts depression and/or suicidal thoughts. This book was made purely for the hope that the author can use this to cope. If you don’t like this genre or the book/topics make you uncomfortable. Leave while you still can. Basically it’s like a diary, I post this so I may find out about myself and hopefully learn something from it. I do not post everything on here and some of the chapters might be removed due to either sensitivity issues or me being unwilling to share the thoughts anymore. Grab a bag of tissues and a box of melodrama and we can all just cry this out.

I hope you read, and when you read I hope you find that aching- that longing in you. I hope to light a spark of love in everyone who reads me, that will forge a fire of self love- together we can raise Mother Earth higher.

A collection of poems that I enjoy. Some are poems; some are quotes. They aren't mine--all credit where credit is due. There's no actual lead or genre since there isn't a true plot.

This is my first poetry to my BFF, written on March 7th, 2023. Peach blossom bloomed as gorgeous as bloom rain By: Amoureax Amant Peach blossom bloomed as gorgeous as bloom rain, at branch in full peach blossom on mountain, but left tree branch with wind through amber lake, toward fragrant sea like drifting snowflake. Just left when butterfly danced through peach tree, just left when hummingbird echoed with bee, when rising sun turned dark cloud peach blossom, when drifting rain fell from misty cloud dome. What if peach blossom stayed till September, peach blossom might neither dance through water, nor travel with light breeze through small arbor, toward vast sea like boat sailed from harbor. What if peach asked of peach blossom's journey, here's the answer, freer than in valley.

This is my second poetry to my BFF, written on October 28th, 2023. I envied redwood stretched toward heaven By: Amoureax Amant I envied redwood stretched toward heaven, whose branch in branch like hand in cloud ocean, whose leaves like thread weaved curtain covered sky, whose spot like stage light lit for butterfly. I envied stray bird hummed with bugs echo, whose siren song spread through redwood shadow, whose feather swirled like lone-drifting snowflake, whose wings like flash slipped through green amber lake. I envied cowboy rode through siren sight, whose horse ran on green sea plain at twilight, whose gun aimed at wild deer in green forest, whose bonfire cooked deer meat in light gauze mist. I envied fish blew bubble in amber, whose bubble bloomed as gorgeous as flower.

Nalan terjerat dua cinta pelik di masa lalu, satu kekasih meninggal di depan matanya, karena perampokan besar. Setelah berhasil melepaskan dari jerat cinta yang membuatnya sulit menata hidup, ia kembali merasakan cinta dengan Serra. Namun, seribu sayang kenyataan pahit lebih menyakitkan. Kekasihnya di nikahi oleh sahabat yang sudah dianggap saudara sendiri. Ditengah patah hati hebat, Nalan bergabung dengan sekelompok mafia yang terjaring perampokan serta pembunuhan. Ada seorang gadis yang terus bersamanya, meski beberapa kali ia menolak Mayra, tapi tak urung untuk menyerah. Pernikahan terpaksa terjadi diantara keduanya, walau Mayra berusaha mengambil hati Nalan. Namun, tetap saja tak bisa mengalahkan perasaan besarnya terhadap Serra. Hingga wanita itu kembali dalam biduk rumah tangganya, mengganggu dan berusaha memisahkan mereka. Perselingkuhan terjadi antara Nalan dan Serra, hingga semua masa lalu mantan kekasihnya terbongkar sedikit demi sedikit di tangan Bryan, suaminya. Semua orang tahu siapa wanita itu, terkcuali Nalan yang menutup mata dan telinga untuk mengetahui kebenarannya. Pernikahan yang terjalin selama 3 tahun, akhirnya kandas dan Nalan lebih memilih Serra. Di saat Mayra pergi, barulah lelaki itu sadar akan semuanya dan mengetahui siapa kekasih yang selama ini diangung-agungkan. Bertahun-tahun, ia mencari mantan Istrinya, tapi tak berhasil ditemukan. Hingga wanita itu muncul dengan sendirinya dan mengatakan kebenaran. Setelah mengetahui segala kebenaran, Nalan berhasil lepas dari jerat cinta Serra dan bisa mencintai Mayra begitu dalam. Kebahagiaan hanya sebentar saja terkecap, mantan Istrinya tewas di tangan musuhnya. Penyesalan tak bertepi pun dirasakan lelaki dingin itu seumur hidup.