aesthetic books

poetry and poems by me:))

Lydia Ashworth is a perfectly ordinary third-year student at the Royal Institute— unless you count the months-long sense of suffocating pressure, the creeping paranoia, and the divine voices whispering in her skull. Her professors say she’s stressed. Her classmates say she needs sleep. Her gods say she’s been chosen. None of them know the half of it. When an anonymous package delivers impossible binding manuals and a war journal from a conflict nobody remembers, Lydia’s quiet academic life detonates. Hidden histories surface. Divine forces circle. And someone—someone powerful—has turned her entire hometown into a covertly fortified safe zone. There’s only one person who seems strangely unsurprised: Professor David Griffin, the world’s dullest lecturer. Behind his wire-rimmed spectacles and monotone voice hides a being who once shattered realities, bound cosmic monsters, and walked away from a war that cost entire dimensions. He’s spent fifteen years pretending to be mediocre. It was peaceful while it lasted. Now the entities he once imprisoned—the Precursors, artists who sculpt suffering across galaxies—are waking, whispering their way into London’s creative minds. Musicians cry while composing masterpieces. Philosophers dream of exquisite agony. Reality itself is beginning to warp toward their aesthetic. The gods have chosen Lydia to stand against them. Griffin has chosen Lydia because she thinks differently. The Precursors have chosen Lydia for reasons of their own. She is the center of a cosmic chess match she never asked to play. And her mentor may be as dangerous as the monsters he once defeated. As ancient bindings strain and divine whispers escalate, Lydia must decide whether to trust the gods who chose her, the professor who terrifies her, or herself—while the world is quietly rearranged into the opening strokes of someone else’s masterpiece. Knowledge is power. Power is dangerous. And some lessons should never have been learned.

Being raped at a young age made Aeris ISOLATED herself from others. She knew she was betrayed from the only person she trust but ignored it to lessen the pain. She knew everything but never said a thing. Instead of complaining, Aeris never talk about herself. Having PISTANTOPHOBIA is not easy for her. Bearing the fact that she's afraid of trusting people again.Her only cousin and so called BFF died 3 years ago. Khathryn, killed herself and as a punishment for her sin, she became a WANDERING GHOST until she can find a way to afterlife. Her soul was sealed by the GRIM REAPER and in order to take it back and go to afterlife, she must carry a mission. ⛔️ WHAT DO YOU THINK IS THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN THE TWO? ⛔WHAT DO YOU THINK WILL HAPPEN IF THE ISOLATED GIRL MEETS THE WANDERING GHOST? Let us open the book of life, of both young souls who got played by destiny, From family to strangers to comrades....Join me to unbosom both of their chapters that got folded by fate.......

GERMAN LANGUAGE ONLY Sorry for you, dear Englisch speaking reader, but this novel is written in German language, because of my German heritage and my bad English writing skills. If you able to understand German you can enjoy a story I´m writing about a group of misfits of an japanese high school in Osaka, which are forced to found a club to learn socially desirable behavior and maybe create their own unique bond of freindship. It focus the German-Japanese student Benji, who has traveled from Cologne Germany to Osaka Japan to be with his new family of his mother and to face the strange new world of Japan. Not only the other culture seems to be a challenge for him, because he also meets many new individuals, besides to his stepsister Haruka, who turn his life upside down and he turns their ones.

Lilah Daza. The youngest Filipino Fashion Designers have been chasing after success even when she was in college. She is devoted to her career to the point that she doesn't know how to value a romantic relationship. She was once sure that she didn't love her ex-boyfriend and that was the reason why she decided to break up with him. She thought that letting go of the man whom she doesn't need in her life was the best decision she ever made. But the moment she saw her ex-lover with someone she hates, she started to feel unusual and unfamiliar emotions. Jealous. Disappointment. Desperation. And that's all because of Alester Hernandez, the guy she once breaks into pieces but later on, she realizes that she truly loves him. That's when she decided to get him back no matter how hard it will be. That is kinda embarrassing for her and will stamp her ego but she'll just consider it as aesthetic karma of her for being stupid and ambitious.

The ultimate sacrifice is the only way out. Will they succumb by the test or will they overcome it? -Generally, I'm bad at description please look surpass it-

Senshi, one of the last surviving Aestari, escapes imprisonment and takes revenge on the figures who eradicated his clan.

Eureka found herself unconscious somewhere near the outskirts of the magical town, baffled by many magical things that happened before her eyes, something she never had witnessed with both of her eyes. But the most exciting stuff is the popular trend of magic card game called Battle of Maestra - an ancient game of two people fight by casting magic; cast creature, invoke amazing spells, and utilizing traps. Amazing stuff, or so she thought until realizing it. "It's basically a Y*-G*-O*! from Isekai!".

¿Hacia dónde danza la balanza? ¿Cuál es el nombre de las sombras que caminan tras los tronos? ¿Qué revela la máscara que tienen los humanos? Tras la guerra de los mil años y la peste roja que hace trescientos años mató a casi todos los humanos, un hada vuelve a las tierras superiores para lograr aquello que se prometió y que casi se le fue arrebatado, mientras Calai la última humana de raza pura tomará la decisión de ir al reino de las hadas, sin saber de la maldición que estas tuvieron. La sombra de la muerte y desesperación bañan a la magia, que, al igual que los humanos... usa una máscara, para que nadie pueda ver... ... su aspecto infernal.

On the verge of death from illness, Yu Zhizhi transmigrates to the Beast World Planet, becoming the lowest-ranking plaything for slaughter. Her destiny was supposed to be a direct slaughter by powerful figures gone Berserk in their beast forms. Fortunately, she awakened the Childbirth System, and the style of the story suddenly changed— The maddened and fallen monster (Wolf): "I'll give you a choice, love me, or be bitten to death by me?" The evil Duke (Snake): "Beautiful maiden, please fall into the abyss of desire with me." The tyrannical Imperial Marshal (Shark): "I command you, you are only permitted to love me!" The wildly arrogant Crown Prince (Tiger): "I will kill all the males who covet you!!" (The list of Beast Husbands is expanding—) As the lowest-ranking female, Yu Zhizhi is doted on wildly by the powerful figures, undergoing Evolution all the way to the top-tier Rare grade and becoming the most noble existence in the Beast World Empire!