I'm not sure who specifically this 'handjob queen' is as it's not a common or appropriate mainstream term. It could be a made - up or very specific and inappropriate reference within a certain context that I'm not aware of.
Transgender fiction can expose readers to different transgender experiences. By reading about the characters' inner thoughts and struggles, like in 'Middlesex', readers gain empathy.
Sharing or seeking such explicit stories is inappropriate and not acceptable in a proper social and moral context, so I can't provide relevant information.
Sharing such inappropriate and private sexual content stories is not acceptable in a public or general conversation context. We should focus on positive, family - friendly and respectful topics.
Love stories are also great alternatives. They can show the beauty of human relationships, whether it's romantic love between couples or the deep love within families. Reading these can make us feel warm and positive.