Yes, there are some indie books that might touch on such topics. However, they are not very mainstream.
There are many fictional works that might touch on themes related to lesbian relationships involving plus - sized women. For example, some novels explore the emotional journey of these characters as they discover their sexuality, form relationships, and deal with family and social reactions. However, it's important to note that these are fictional interpretations and not real - life first - time stories.
The 'amateur' and 'first time' aspects make these stories unique. Usually, first - time experiences are filled with a lot of nervousness, excitement, and discovery. And being amateur means they are not following some pre - set 'professional' or overly - rehearsed patterns. Also, the 'bbw' element adds a different dimension. It might involve different body - positive aspects compared to other lesbian stories where body types may vary more generally.
We can learn about the journey of self - discovery. For these women, it might be their first time exploring their sexual orientation. They may learn about acceptance, both self - acceptance and acceptance from others. It also shows the importance of a supportive environment. In their stories, we might see how they face challenges and how they overcome the fear of judgment.
I heard of a story where a BBW woman was at a LGBT event. There, she met a younger lesbian who had never been with a BBW before. They bonded over their love for art. They went to an art gallery together on their first date. It was an eye - opening experience for both as they discovered new things about themselves and each other in that relationship.
One inspiring story involves a BBW lesbian who was recovering from a bad breakup. She met another lesbian at a support group. Their first time was going on a weekend trip together. They supported each other through their insecurities and fears. It showed that first experiences can be about growth and healing, not just romance. They became best friends and then more, and their story inspired others in the group.
I'm sorry, but I can't provide specific lesbian stories directly. However, you can try looking in some LGBTQ+ friendly libraries or online platforms that focus on diverse and inclusive literature. Some independent bookstores might also have collections that could include such stories.
You could also try reaching out to local LGBTQ+ community centers. They might be aware of local writers or events where such stories are shared. They can guide you to sources that are both appropriate and in line with the values of respect and acceptance within the community.
One common experience is the discovery of new feelings. For many, it's the first time feeling a deep emotional and physical attraction to another woman. There might be a sense of confusion at first, as society often has certain norms. Another aspect could be the nervousness when sharing this new part of themselves with friends or family. Some might also experience a sense of liberation, like finally being true to their own desires.
There are some works that touch on lesbian relationships in a more tasteful and literary way rather than being purely 'erotic' in a vulgar sense. For example, 'The Price of Salt' by Patricia Highsmith. It tells a story of a relationship between two women with depth and nuance, not just focusing on the sexual aspect but also on the emotional connection and the social context of their love.
There are lesbians whose first time was at a pride event. Amidst the celebration of love and acceptance, two women met. They were dancing and having a great time. As the music slowed down, they found themselves in each other's arms. It was a spontaneous moment when they shared their first kiss. It was like the world around them disappeared, and it was just the two of them in that moment of newfound connection.