After that first time smoking a cigarette, I was filled with regret. I realized that I had just put a lot of harmful substances into my body. I felt a bit out of breath and had a sort of queasy feeling in my gut. I started to think about all the negative impacts smoking can have on one's body, like lung cancer and heart problems, and it made me vow never to do it again.
I felt sick. My stomach was churning and I had a headache.
I felt a strange calmness. It was as if a new door had been opened to self - understanding. There was also a touch of self - consciousness, but overall, I was more aware of my own physical and emotional state. I knew that this was a part of my personal growth, and I started to accept it more easily. I also felt a bit tired but in a good way, like I had just had a unique experience that was just for me.
Many were also confused. They didn't know how to process what had just happened. There were all these new feelings, both physical and emotional. Some worried about whether they should do it again or not. And there was this strange mix of excitement and uneasiness. It was like they had entered a new phase of self - discovery that they weren't fully prepared for.
I felt a bit vulnerable but also really excited. I had this new level of intimacy with my partner. We spent the rest of the day just talking and cuddling. I was also a bit worried about how others might react if they knew, but mostly I was just focused on this new bond between me and my partner. It was like we had entered a new chapter in our relationship, and I was looking forward to seeing where it would go.
Well, it was a really stupid decision. I was with some so - called 'cool' kids at school. They offered me a cigarette. I took it just to fit in. When I first inhaled, I coughed like crazy. It tasted awful, like burning leaves. After that, I realized it wasn't for me at all.
My first time smoking a cigarette was really unpleasant. I coughed a lot. The taste was so strong and bitter. It made my throat feel scratchy.
It often feels awful. Most beginners cough a lot. The smoke is irritating to the lungs.
I felt extremely guilty. It was like a heavy weight on my chest all the time.
Some people feel relaxed. It's like a built - up tension has been released. For example, if someone was stressed out about school or work, the act of masturbation can provide a sense of calmness.
Many might experience a combination of emotions. They could be a bit shy or embarrassed still, but also have a sense of satisfaction. It's a very personal experience, and how one feels afterwards can depend on their upbringing, cultural background, and personal beliefs about sex. For example, in some more conservative cultures, there might be more guilt associated with it, while in more liberal ones, it may be seen as just a normal part of growing up.
Others might feel a bit confused. They are not sure if what they did was 'normal' or if they should keep doing it. There can be a lot of self - reflection and sometimes even more questions pop up in their minds about sex and their own sexuality.