" I Only Wish I Don't Love You In This Life " was a book about a man who was forced to leave because of his first love. He gave his young daughter a painful and loveless marriage for three years. After his first love returned, he did not hesitate to push his wife into the fire pit just to save his first love, which eventually led to their love being exhausted. This plot is similar to the novel you mentioned. You can try to read the novel " I Only Wish I Don't Love You in This Life." I hope you like my recommendation.😗