Dear Fourth Master, I know my image in your heart has become so unbearable, but please forgive me, I really don't want to live anymore. I know my actions have hurt your feelings, but I really can't take it anymore. I know I've done a lot of bad things to you, but I really regret it. I want you to know that I'm really in love with you and I don't want to lose you. If you're willing, please let me spend the rest of my life by your side. I will do my best to make you happy. If you're not willing, I'll respect your decision. But please don't hurt me, please don't make me disappear. Finally, please forgive my selfishness and forgive my behavior. I really regret it. I really love you. If you're willing, please give me a chance to prove my love. Love your Ruoxi