Should he recommend some books about heartbreak and breakups?

I've been with a married man for half a year. He took good care of me, but now he wants to return to his family and not date me. He's much colder to me than before. Sometimes, she even said some words that made me sad. He's more than ten years older than me. I didn't think he was older than me before, and I thought he was quite handsome. Recently, he always wanted to separate from me. That afternoon, when I called him to ask him about something, he said that he had never seen such an annoying person like me. Later, I made him cry out of anger. After that, I felt that he was quite greasy. I felt disgusted at the thought of being with him. In the past two days, I suddenly felt that I didn't like him anymore. Did I feel disgusted with him because I didn't like him anymore, or did I subconsciously start to hate and abandon our improper relationship, or did he disappoint me and make me sad, or was there any other reason? I used to feel uneasy about liking and falling in love with him, but now I feel disgusted and dislike him. I want to know why? Does he really want to get better and stop cheating, or does he just not like me anymore?
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Answer 1

After reading your question, I recommend a novel to you: " The Warmth of Youth, You're Slightly Sweet." This novel tells the story of the love and marriage between the female protagonist Yin Yuning and her boss. In the novel, the female protagonist also experienced the emotional distress of a married man. Perhaps after reading this novel, you can find some inspiration and help. I hope you like my recommendation.😗