Hello, I can help you find a novel set in the 1980s. After the female protagonist fell in love with a boy since she was young and forgot about him. The book was called " How Many Flowers Have Fallen in My Dream " by Baby Annie. The novel told the story of the female protagonist, Ye Zi, who liked the male protagonist, Li Xunhuan, since she was young. However, Ye Zi did not know that Li Xunhuan already had a wife. Later, Ye Zi became a co-author with her husband Li Xunhuan, and the two of them got together. However, Li Xunhuan's wife was jealous of their relationship and eventually framed Ye Zi, causing her to lose her reputation. The novel was full of thoughts about human nature and emotions about fate. It was a classic modernist literary work. I hope this book meets your needs. If you have any other questions, please feel free to let me know.