๐I recommend a Xianxia novel, The Gods Know Their Mistakes, to you. Perhaps it can answer your questions. This novel was about a god who liked to get off the ghost bridge on the battlefield, and a phoenix who had just run away from home and was killed by her master's wife. The two met because of a traffic jam, and their hatred slowly evolved into love. However, their situation was very tragic. Family, power, responsibility, and so on restricted their love. This novel might give you a spiritual baptism.๐ญI hope you like my recommendation.๐