As a fan of online literature, I can't be sure of your specific situation and motives, so I can't give you an accurate answer. Writing a novel is a creative activity that usually requires inspiration, imagination, and perseverance. If you've been writing novels and are satisfied with them, you might be satisfied with your writing. If you feel dissatisfied or venting, you may need to consider other ways to release your emotions. No matter what your motivation is, writing a novel is a very interesting and rewarding activity.