Reading Noah's novel My Wife Let Me Go: Is it a shame or redemption to pretend to be deaf and dumb?

My story is very cliché, but it tore my heart apart! Xiao Mei is my wife. We were junior high school classmates and later finished high school and university in the same school. After graduating from university, I took the civil service exam and became a small civil servant in the government. Xiao Mei was very smart and beautiful. After she graduated, she worked as a marketing planner for a foreign company. When did she start to change? I can't tell you exactly. I only know that she often has new clothes, cosmetics, perfume, jewelry, purses, and leather shoes. I don't know much about this. During the summer break, my cousin came over. She was a graduate student at a university in Shen Zhen. When she saw the perfume and handbag my wife used, she said to me in surprise,"Brother, why didn't you tell your family that you got rich?" I thought she was joking. Later, she told me that the bag my wife used cost more than 2,000 yuan, and that bottle of perfume cost at least 1,000 yuan. When she saw my wife's leather shoes, she widened her eyes and said that each pair of leather shoes cost more than 2,000 yuan. I don't believe it at all. My monthly salary is only 2,000 yuan after deducting the housing fund and insurance money. My wife's income is higher than mine, but it's only three or four thousand. How could she use such high-end stuff? I didn't want my cousin to see through me. I told her that my wife's aunt was very rich. She treated her like a daughter and often gave her things. I went online and checked the brands of perfume, leather bags, shoes, and clothes. Cousin was right. I, the wife of a small civil servant, actually used high-end goods! When my wife came back, I asked her if she had any extra income or bonuses recently. She actually asked me angrily,"If I really had the ability to make a lot of money, do you think I would have to squeeze the subway and bus to work every day?" It's so annoying to squeeze and sweat every day!" She had always wanted to buy a car, and because we were providing for a two-bedroom house, plus the fact that both of us were old in the countryside and had many siblings, our families couldn't help us, and we had to help our families…I've always felt guilty that I couldn't buy her a car! But now, this guilt had changed! If she could really earn money, I believe she would not hesitate to buy a car instead of buying some branded clothes for herself. I didn't give her those expensive clothes, and she didn't buy them-I didn't want to say anything more. I just want to know if I should pretend to be deaf or tell her? I was filled with anger and conflict. I still love her. Even though her clothes of unknown origin cut my heart like knives, I still love her, very much. I couldn't sleep the past few days. At night, I read the novel " My Wife Let Me Go " written by the author Noah on Sina.com. I understand the heroine Gao Yumei very well. I'm afraid that if I tell my wife, the final result will be the same as Gao Yumei. After being hurt by the person I love, I will lose her heartbroken!